Her.

Seven.

Emma opened Faye's closet amazed by how much on brand things she had, her clothes seemed to roam all over stepping in mesmerized by how much she had owned and yet couldn't pick a outfit. The closet seemed bigger then Emma's room but she knew she was being over dramatic.

"You like?" Faye spoke noticing Emma's wide eyes with a huge smile on her lips "it's not really much."

"You have such amazing clothes.." she said seeing a Panic At The Disco shirt seeing a signature at the bottom "You met him?"

"Yeah I'm a huge fan of them." Faye said "I meet a lot of celebrities from time to time but it gets boring."

Emma looked at her with her eyes still wide making Faye chuckle "Your so cool Faye. I wish my parents were worth millions and I could meet any celebrity I want. I only met Britany Spears and Madonna because my mom had designed clothes for the both of them."

"Eh." Faye shrugged not understanding the hype about her parents. They were awful awful awful people who pretended to be good parents around people but behind all of that Haley was a drug addict and a drug dealer along with her father who would take 'business' trips to third world countries and meet with other drug dealers . They were disgusting addicts who abused their kids for a living...nothing more nothing less.

"I would suggest to wear the..." Emma furrowed her brows pulling out a lacy black crop top that faded at the stomach area "Calvin Klein and the..." she pulled out black leggings that had a monogram elastic belt "Louis Vuitton pants and you should wear your hair down with it...you'll look sick." She smiled biting down on her lips imaging it liking the look.

"Okay." Faye said "When I'm done serving my home suspension I'll wear it." She toke the clothes setting it down on her couch "Why don't we go And make smoothies and get to know one another?"

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Faye set down the strawberries on the counter opening it setting it down along with the Nutella, they both agreed on not making smoothies since it was getting pretty late to hear the blender go off. Faye took a strawberry and dipped it into the Nutella before taking a bite out of it the juices squirting In her mouth her mind going back to Lexi but ignored it because right now sex shouldn't be on her mind especially with a fifth teen year old.

"Are you in a relationship?" Emma blurted out as Faye swallowed her bite down looking at Emma. She tried to see any bad intent as she asked the question but it seemed like Emma was genuinely curious.

"Nope." She answered "Are you?"

"Nope." Emma picked up a strawberry "Are you a lesbian?"

"I don't have a preference." Faye shrugged pulling herself up on the counter licking her lips "Are you?"

"I'm straight." Emma answers "Do you believe in love?" Faye chuckled softly by the random darting questions making Emma's face turn red "What? I'm serious."

"Your just cute." Faye said shaking her head putting one leg to her chest before she actually thought of that question, do I actually believe in love? Faye couldn't answer that without having to think hard about it. She was raised into a drug dealing family and all anyone could see was their success. Her mom, Haley, a retired model; her father , a lawyer slash drug dealer, who seemed perfect in everyone's eyes but if only they knew he sexual abuses Faye. She was twelve when he raped her and from their It didn't stop until she was fourteen the mother being blind and the brother to busy into chicks not caring about anyone else but himself.

When she met...him everything turned around for her Faye could actually see a light to life and see killing her self wasn't the option. She remembered him telling her to drop the gun from her head talking to her sweetly his voice like honey. It didn't take her long to fall in love she opened to him about her deepest desires and darkest secrets and he would tell her dark parts of him too...they had plans to run away and get married but it wasn't until she went to a party and...

No.

Everything to her seemed perfect about him, how could he destroy her? He knew everything. Everything! There were no secrets about her and yet so many about him...she never felt any type of pain and anger on that day. The blood on her hands, the knife on the ground, his screams jumped through Faye's head back to back her heart beat growing faster. Could I believe in love? Ever since that one day she swore she would never let anyone in, to let them see the good In her; to let them know her every thoughts...to let them know she loves them. No one would ever see that side of her, she still didn't feel remorse about what happened.

How could she? He drove her insane...the violation she felt...the humiliation...she wishes she went to jail for actual murder. The only reason she got out so quick was because the charges were dropped and that didn't make her feel like they owed her something. At first she just wanted to kill him but Faye couldn't go back...not again. All Faye ever wanted was someone to love her and be there to pick her up when she was breaking apart, to hold her when she couldn't hold herself, to wipe her tears when she was at her lowest point but no one had proved themselves good enough for her.

"I don't know." She answered pushing back the pain behind those words. Faye wanted to know how to fall in love. A part of her didn't just want fuck buddies all her life she wanted to settle down and start a family, get a career and spend the rest of her life with someone but...who would that be? "I would like to think there's someone for me to love and give all my affection to but I haven't found that person...but love makes you into a monster sometimes."

"Is that what happened with you and Cole?" Emma asked taking another bite of the strawberry not realizing at how that name made her feel. The anger rose in her body , she gripped the edge of the counter hard wanting to choke Emma till she passed out but she pushed that feeling deep deep down and sighed before giving a small smile.

"Why don't we to go bed? It's getting late."