Faye looked at herself in the mirror seeing her light bags underneath her eyes that seemed lifeless, she sighed softly licking her lips glancing at her body hid underneath her over sized clothing thinking about Will wondering if she could come over or to see if Lexi, Steve,Landon, or Vanessa would be free. She needed sex that's all she could crave after months of being locked up, it was the only thing that made her feel anything.
The sound of sniffing came from a bathroom stall making Faye bend down to see a white pair of flats she furrowed her brows wondering who could that be crying in the stall at this time in the morning. A small grin came across her lips trying to hold a laugh what a fucking idiot. The sound of the toilet flushing before the stall door opened revealing that girl she had seen just a couple of minutes ago, she's sound ugly crying. Faye studies her face for a minute seeing at how red her eyes were seeing her face flushed "You really can't take a joke can you?" She said putting her foot on the sink pulling up her sweatpants leg sleeve up revealing her ankle bracket.
"It's true." London whispered eyeing it remembering that the reason she was in jail was because of attempted murder. "You're really a convict." She gasped grabbing her backpack quickly swinging it over her shoulder tryin to rush out the room uncomfortable and scared rushing out the door.
Faye felt confused and somewhat offended at what London's words were. She put down her leg running after her "Hey!" She said ignoring her as she kept running fast before Faye shoves her against the wall. London gasped her blue eyes wide staring at Faye's dark ones "What the fuck did you say?"
"Alexia said you murdered your drug dealer boyfriend." She said softly hearing the fear in her voice "She said that's why you went to jail." The words rolled of her tongue as if she had been rehearsing it for hours. Faye's eyes went wide with anger who the fuck did she think she was coming into school labeling me a murderer? What did she know about what had happened?
Flashbacks of the night came imagining his blood leaking from his body remembering it on her hands...the knife...his screams...it all rushed through her body like a shock and before she knew it she had slapped London hard. "I suggest you watch your mouth it be a real shame to see such a pretty blonde be found in a ditch." Her words coming out like knives at London, before a strong force pulled her roughly away.
"Your already starting fights?" William said "I told you to stay out of trouble Faye." He glanced at London standing their with a tear drop falling down her cheek with a red hand mark on her cheek staring at Faye with fear. "Lets go." He said grabbing her wrist but Faye had made a gesture like she was going to hit London which made her flinch "Cut it out!" He exclaimed as she turned around laughing.
"Let go of me!" She said shoving him "I don't need a fucking babysitter."
"It seems like you do." He said "What the fuck is wrong with you going around smacking up a new girl? What could she possibly do to make you that pissed?"
"She labeled me a murderer William." Faye said through gritted teeth "No one labels me a fucking murderer..."
"She didn't know better." He tried to convince her "You can't blame her...your really scary Faye...like really fucking scary."
"Fuck you." She snapped at him before storming off angry. What could they both possibly know about that night? Who gave them the idea to judge her? Fuck them she didn't need him. How could he?! He chose that new slut over me? How was I in the wrong? She-She- a scream echoed in her head storming down the hall her fist tight in her hands he was suppose to chose me! I. Am. Done. How dare they all judge me and label me a murder...he was still somewhat alive at the time.
She shook her head at the thought in her head screaming things to do at everyone at this school her mind going crazy. She could vividly see herself doing all the horrible things the voices in her mind said they wanted her to do and it just made her madder. He broke me and expected me to just leave like I never existed! Faye's eyes noticed a girl in the hallway talking to one of her friend all smiley and happy...just like Faye was once.
Despite all the heavy partying, drinking, smoking Faye could actually be the sweetest girl she knew she was at one point be but she chose not to...she just could care about other people felt. Why would she? Her own family hurts her and walks away like nothing. Why would Faye fucking White give a shit about anyone else them herself?
Hit her a voice in her head said.
"I can't." She muttered trying to push down her violent desires but it seemed to come back up no matter how hard she tried. Faye swallowed hard her hands still in fist wanting to keep walking but the voice spoke one more but louder hit her. Her eye twitched before she tried to fight the feeling over and over it becoming suddenly powerful the voice screaming over and over hit her , hit her , hit her , hit her, hit her, hit her goddam it! Faye yelled as she put back her arm the girl gasping with fear realizing what she was doing before a hard punch swung her face knocking her down to the ground, before the poor girl could fight back or do anything Faye jumped on top of her.
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Faye sat in the principals office her foot tapping rapidly staring at him speak to her father who sat up straight in his gray suit his muscles flexing through them. His hazel eyes showing the fire burning in them but his body remaining calm, she bit down on her lip thinking about the things her father could do once they left; apart of her nervous and apart of her not giving a shit about it.
"She will be suspended from school for at least a week and half or until her behavior changes." The principal continues before he looked at Faye whose eyes were already at him her face dark full of hate, those cold hazel eyes running a chill down his spine "Faye I know you've had a rough year with the arrest and we want to be there as much as we can but you can't go around starting fights with girls. I mean you sent two of them to the hospital...we can't have this type of behavior being distributed at this school." He said folding his hands "We want a safe environment for everyone here- even you Faye. Just go to the counselors office whenever you feel angry okay? We would like to help you on this journey and take a step with you to make a right path in your life."
Her fathers head turned slowly towards her his jaw clenched.
"Are we done here?" Was all she had said making her father scratch his stubble. The anger boiling in his body made him want to jump on top of her and beat the living shit out of her but he kept it in no matter how hard it was. He stared at her expressionless face seeming as though the principles words hadn't affected her at all.
"Yes we are." He answered realizing he had failed to get the message through her. He stood up sighing as the father did too "Well I'll see you later Mr. White." He looked at Faye smiling "I hope you come back in a better attitude Faye."
Her eyes shifted towards him as she stood up , she leans on the desk "The light reflecting off your bald head makes me gag." She said her face first emotionless before she chuckled softly as if it was the best thing she had ever heard in the world. Faye walks out of the principles office hearing her father voice apologize before saying a quick goodbye. She walked down the stairs hearing her fathers footsteps pick up behind her quickly.
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RomanceThere's something about Faye White... This book contains sexual assault, mature language, drug usage, sex, suicidal behavior and jokes that some viewers might now find funny. DO NOT read this book if you like these kind of things!