Her.

Thirty Five. (Smut)

London's mind went different directions the more seconds passed Faye hadn't returned, she was a mess crying like a baby feeling bad about the small argument they had earlier about Phoenix, knowing how Londons jealousy gets to the best of her...maybe that was the reason she had been so cold lately...she tried her best to ignore but the feeling of resentment grew more and more. London didn't realize that Faye broke her heart and hadn't even apologized, London was so wrapped up that she was the issue she didn't see one flaw in Faye. Her eyes were fighting tears every second she looked at her phone to see if Faye called or texted back but she was still waiting.

London cuddled in the corner of a wall, surrounded by their luggage, crying once more her heart aching with pain. She hugged her knees to her chest sobbing until a laugh echoed from outside the hallway, that laugh sounding like Faye's which madd her heart leap as she bolted towards the door but fell hard with a loud thud scratching her arm against the sharp edge of the bed, before getting up once more opening the door seeing three people go down the hallway before stopping at their room, one of them looking like Faye but she would never wear her hair down or dress in clothes that have bright colors stained, she shook her head going back into her room, crawling into bed underneath the covers feeling as if she manic..as if something was wrong with her.

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Faye noticed how clean and organized Phoenix and her friend Grey's room was, seeing her makeup stacked up nicely not over bearing one another, nothing on the floor in sight. Faye felt Grey's hand rest on her hips, making her tense up, "Relax babe, no one here to harm anyone." His voice soothing her placing kisses on her neck, forgetting the enjoyment of a male in her sex life. London popped into her head but she quickly pushed that thought deep down, not caring about how she felt...she needed this stress reliever and no one was going to get in the way of it. Grey slowly turned Faye around, looking up at his big brown eyes...the outline of his muscles showing more, a sleeve of tattoos on his left arm...she couldn't help but touch his stubble which made him smile but it got her out of the trance, "Sorry...you're pretty." She spoke with innocence.

"You are too, Faye." He spoke softly before pressing his lips onto hers...the crave for a man suddenly grow more than more it was a minute ago.

"I'll be back." Phoenix spoke before disappearing into the bathroom leaving Grey and Faye kissing passionately. Faye gripped the end of Grey's shirt slowly lifting it up his chiseled abs exposed, her mouth watering. Faye kicked off her shoes as Grey began to unzip his pants, Faye suddenly began to struggle with her zipper from the back of her shirt, Grey chuckled full naked as he unzipped her with ease, making her blush. He began to strip her slowly taking in her beauty as her eyes kept staring at his hard cock, that she craved.

As the last piece of clothing fell from her body, he laid her down gently on the bed kissing her roughly growing wet by the second, to have this strong man over her, treating her body like a prize as his warm mouth trailed down to her breast, sucking at it, feeling his tongue circle around, as she let out a small moan her body arching, getting that the idea of this trip wasn't bad at all. Grey bit down hard, as she winced but smiled during the process, the excitement growing more and more, but within that same second he inserted his hard member inside of her, his left hand gripping Faye's thigh hard.

His thrust hard and deep as he was fucking the most hated person in the world, his body growing tense gritting his teeth loving how her pussy felt wrapped around his throbbing cock, "Hmmm..." her lips hummed before her moans began to grow more intense, throwing her head back Faye's legs growing tighter around him, his muscles flexing. The way Grey had woken up something inside her she thought died long ago, made her realize that this was the lifestyle she wanted, she had, and she was going to keep living. The thought of cheating on London had yet to pop in her head since she left, knowing her intentions when she went to the party.

She dug her nails in his back, leaving scratches that stung but he enjoyed as much as she did, her body bouncing underneath him her face scrunching up in please, Grey's moans growing with every thrust inside Faye. It didn't take much of Faye to reach her climax after a few more rough ones, before she was screaming as he pulled out seeing her juices squirting all his stomach leading to his cock before falling onto the bed.

A heavy weight had been lifted from Faye's chest, laying there with Grey's body heat bouncing onto Faye's, it was as if she needed this awakening...like she had been so trapped for so long blinding her vision to live life to the fullest; she had been given another chance at life, she needed to grasp it before any regret kicked in. Her hazel eyes remained on the white ceiling her mind going back to London...she couldn't live life with a leech surrounding her every move, the jealousy growing more strain...more questions popping up wondering she ever truly loved London or if it was a game to see how far she would go.

A sudden debate came to Faye's mind wondering if London deserved the truth of or if this was another issue Faye could manipulate her way out of. Sure, it was best to end a relationship knowing the truth was out but Faye liked the control she had over London, how her innocence held Faye together...but ever since Harry's departure...she hadn't been herself...let alone the hallucination with her mother, there was so much going on in Faye's mind she was realizing maybe it wasn't love for London...more of an obsession of Faye's younger years seeing how she was open to exploring and whenever she was backed into a corner...she always came out...perhaps it was the simply fact that London scares Faye.