Fifthteen.

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~Flashback~

Faye opened up her eyes to see a fireplace in front of her the sound of it cackling entering her ears like hard rain drops on the ground. She toke a look at her surrounding seeing a deers head above it with a soft looking white rug in front of the leathery dark red couch she laid on. Faye sat up looking a man sitting at a table only a few feet away from her, he was looking down at his book reading.

He had big bright green eyes with his dirty blonde hair leaning in front of his eyes wearing gray sweatshirt and sweatpants. Faye's mind went immediately to the forest remembering the gun she had in her hand before he had pushed her missing her head. "Who are you?" She spoke his eyes now on her.

"I'm Cole." He answers with a deep and low voice "What were you doing with a gun in the forest?"

"What were you doing so deep in the woods?"

"You're a sassy one aren't ya?" He chuckles setting his book down before positioning himself more comfortable in the chair "I was hunting." He sighs deeply putting a hand behind his head his eyes still meeting her gaze "Now you answer me."

"I was going to kill myself until you stopped me." She said with annoyance in her voice. He looked at her with curiosity to why she had an attitude towards someone who saved her life but then again he had no idea what she went through to kill herself. He studied her face, she was absolutely beautiful but the darkness that she had seemed to block out the how pretty she actually was. "You had no right Cole."

"No right?" He chuckles softly "I had no right to stop you from killing your self? So I was suppose to let you blow your brains out in the middle of the woods and leave your body to rot and feed the wild animals?"

"Yes Cole." She spoke harshly and seriously "That was the plan."

They both stared at one another; one with fear and the other with hatred. Cole couldn't wrap his head at her poised words, she planned and knew the aftermath of it and was still okay with it. On the other hand Faye was angry that he pushed her, he didn't know what was going on..how could he? Faye felt a funny feeling in her throat swallowing down which somehow seemed hard to do but something shot up in her throat exiting her mouth. The vomit hitting the floor in one go as he shot up in disgust as she began to throw up. Her stomach was pushed in as she did .

Faye leaned back wiping her mouth feeling her heart beat race in her chest. She noticed Coles face with disgust and shock not feeling guilty about it "I'm pregnant." She said sitting up.

"So...you were just gonna kill you self and say 'fuck the kid' right?"

"I'm pregnant with my fathers baby." She said "That's why I was going to kill myself but you stopped me."

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Cole sat on his hardwood floor after throwing out his rug and getting her a cup of hot coco still trying to process what she had said; everything about it seemed unreal but here he was sitting there in front of his pretty girl who looked perfect growing her fathers baby inside of her. She noticed his judgement look but ignored it as she set her mug down, it didn't faze her as it did now. She cried when she found out she was pregnant weeks ago but hearing it come out of her mouth made her relive that day.

"Do you want me to explain?" She said with a quick a violent nod from Cole as he sat before her in astonishment. "When I was twelve I was raped by my father. I tried going to the cops about it but my father persuaded them I was making it up so I went to my friends about it and they left me calling me a freak for letting it happen but in reality he drugged me and knew what he was doing. My mother is a drug addict and as long as my father keeps giving her drugs she pretends to not know anything. So for the past three years I've been getting abused both sexually and physically and trust me I've tried to run away but they find me- even in Nevada- so there's no escape. And it wasn't until he raped me not to long ago that I noticed I was pregnant. I toke test after test to make sure it was true and each and every one of them came out positive." She sighed growing depressed by each word that came out of her mouth reliving each and every moment she spoke of. "So...I got my fathers gun and decided I was going to kill myself and then that's when you come into play."

She looked back at him to see if he would kick her out but he had such passionate pain run through his face. He looked so lost and hurt like she did, she furrowed her brows wondering why he suddenly looked so hurt but she wasn't going to judge him. She had no right to judge anyone. Faye noticed his eyes water making her wonder if she made a right decision to stay here getting uneasy as he continued to stare first with pain before hate. She opened her mouth to speak but his voice came first with a single tear running down his cheek. "You're so young..." He whispered before looking down at his hands before they were in tight clenched fist "That bastard."

"Cole-"

"It's not okay to take advantage of someone." He spoke "How could he do that? How could he let you keep that baby inside of you when your so young...haven't had a full taste of life." He wipes his tears before meeting his eyes. He suddenly shot up on his knees Faye leaning back ready to jump but he grabs her hands softly "You can stay here as long as you want okay? I don't want you to go back their and see him okay?"

"Cole...they will look for me."

"You're staying here." He said sternly his index finger twirling around in a circle on her knuckle "You can stay here..." he whispers.

"If I stay here Cole..." she swallows hard "Then take me to get an abortion."

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