~Flashback~
Faye sat towards the edge of the cliff staring at the sun dip into the horizon the sky a pink and orange color mixed into one another with small faded streak of clouds. Her mind was empty and she was full of happiness since she met Cole almost a year ago. At first things were rocky but getting to know him and let him in and show her that there's not all bad in people made her feel better. The constant reminder that she would wake up to see those big green eyes on her, the hugs and kisses he would give, those random 'I love you' made her heart beat faster then normally.
He was was patient with Faye knowing how broken she was. He felt deep in his heart that this was the girl he would spend the rest of his life with, the only girl that was a perfect match for him. His everything. Faye didn't fall in love with him at first but as the time progressed seeing that no matter how hard she tried she was his first and last thought everyday. His existence was the reason she still walks the Earth,literally. At first she thought she was stupid for thinking a boy could like her without wanting to see her naked but here comes Cole with his green eyes and perfect smile and Faye's heart already belonged him.
"You okay?" Cole asked sitting beside her putting an arm around her small body. She leans into his chest her eyes still on the sunset that looked so aesthetically appealing to her hazel eyes. Somehow in this exact moment feeling his arm around her staring at the sun setting down felt still unreal and she was in some sort of beautiful dream that kept playing over and over in her head with new feelings and new memories each day with someone who loved her with all her broken pieces could fix her.
Faye was the girl who knew there was more to life and wasn't one to fail and to become that purely happy girl was the best feeling on the world to feel. To see herself become who she was because of Cole made her feel stupid about killing Herself. No words could describe how Faye would feel if he ever left her; angry? Sad? Insane? Who would know? Only the future could tell.
"I'm fine." She said softly hearing his heart beating. She placed her small hand on his chest the ring he had given her as a promise to be there forever shining in the suns reflection. Every second with Cole seemed perfect; sometimes to perfect but it never bothered her as much as it did in the beginning of their relationship.
Cole places his index finger under Faye's chin, she lifts her head up their eyes meeting. Staring at her was like falling in love all over again for Cole; to relive that feeling over and over was amazing. He puts a hand through her soft curly hair "I love you so much Faye White." He said softly.
"I love you more Cole Adams." She said before a soft smile crawled on her lips flashing her deep dimples. He cups her cheek before pressing his lips onto hers, they were soft and somehow seemed like they were only meant for him. Everything of her belongs to him. She kisses back her heart beating fast.
Faye could feel fireworks spark within her. Their kiss deepens as Cole slips his tongue in her mouth. Faye felt a tear drop from her eye but ignored it and continued on with kissing him enjoying this moment because to her if the world was to end , she would want to be right next to him. Cole trailed his hand down from her cheek towards her breast feeling it's softness and how full it felt, a sudden flashback from her father doing the same came to her head but she ignored it and continued on.
Cole went on top of her slipping his hand down her shirt, she opened her legs more to let him enter as more and more flashbacks came to mind the touch of her fathers touch just like Coles making goosebumps rise on her skin. The way his fingers trailed down her body knowing what to do made Faye pull away and shove him off thinking of her father doing the same but with crying mixed in.
"What happen?" He said looking at her scared face staring at the grass.
"I'm not ready yet." She said "I'm sorry I-I thou-"
"It's fine." Cole said "Sex with you isn't on my mind 24/7 Faye." He pecked her cheek "I'll wait as long as I have too."
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RomanceThere's something about Faye White... This book contains sexual assault, mature language, drug usage, sex, suicidal behavior and jokes that some viewers might now find funny. DO NOT read this book if you like these kind of things!