Her.

Four.

The car drive was silent for the first few seconds before she noticed her fathers knuckles turn white gripping the steering wheel seeming as if he would snap it any second. "I thought you coming from jail would change you Faye I really did...but now your starting fights in school?" He said trying to keep calm as the words spoke "I...I can't believe your being this so fucking stupid and thinking it won't affect you in your life."

"Calm down."

"I should what?" He said in a soothing voice but the meaning behind it made her skin crawl "Say it again Faye, say it again."

"You have no right to judge me, dad!" She said "Your a fucking lawyer whose a drug dealer on the side- you and mom both."

"Don't you raise your voice at me Faye." He warned pointing his finger at her looking straight at the road "Don't you fucking raise your voice at me. You think just because you come from jail you can treat your father like shit? Guess again Faye."

"I'm not having this argument." She muttered folding her arms across her chest "Your so pointless ...all you make people think is that you're such an amazing dad when really you're just a pathetic excuse for a man."

The car suddenly violent swerved making her body moved side to side a gasp escaping her lips. He turned the steering wheel violently towards her the car rolling on top of the grass before it quickly stopped. She put her hand on the door handle as the sound of his seatbelt hitting the door giving her goosebumps before his big hand grabbed her tiny neck slamming her back on the seat "I'll fucking kill you, Faye." His voice deep with dangerous leaning off of every word that he had spoke, her eyes stared back at his face next to hers their hazel eyes both roaring with rage but only one of them would be acting on it "Don't you ever forget I have my connections to make it seem like you never existed. I am the last person you want to fuck with Faye." He leaned closer his breath on her face the smell of mint mixed with cigarettes hitting her "I am your father and you will respect me do you understand?" She didn't answer right away so he shook her yelling "Do you understand me Faye?!"

"Yes." She cried as tears escaped her eyes nodding her head "Yes I understand!" She began to try her best to stop the tears but it hurt to see the satisfaction on his face showed, knowing he was in control.

"Why do you keep abusing me Faye?" He spoke innocently as the sounds of her sniffling came. "Don't you love me Faye? Don't you love your daddy?" She nodded quickly wiping her tears that rolled down her cheeks.

"Yes." She whispered sniffing.

"Kiss me." He said making a confused look on her face quickly grow. Her eyebrows furrowed getting a sick feeling in her stomach, she thought he was joking but judging by how his face remained serious she grew disgusted.

"You said you'd stop that." She said trying to shift to get away but he gripped her neck tighter holding her body against the car door. Her eyes wide with both disgust and fear, was he fucking crazy? "That's wrong-"

"That wasn't an option." He growled his breath hitting her face. She remembered the bedroom incident when she was twelve hearing his voice speak, I promise I won't do it again. She swallowed hard staring at his cold eyes he's gonna kill me if I don't. Her mind going back to the gun he kept in his glove department that was right beside her, she couldn't just grab it he would over power her before she knew it. Faye didn't want to kiss her father but then again...what if he would shoot her? She didn't want to die at seventeen, there was more to life then a shitty high school year.

With every fiber in her being, flashbacks rolled in her mind appearing suppressed memories of the sexual abuse she goes through, the negative emotions overbearing her in that exact moment trying her best to keep calm and not show weakness but it wasn't long enough before she began to sob and shake her head.Her father was a sick man who lived off the fear of women, no matter who they were, he looked at Faye as his own personal toy that he could do anything he wanted to; but the more she fought back only made his dominance grow. You'd think what went fucked up in his childhood to have that mindset but he was you're ordinary playboy; had everything he wanted , parents both successful, never had an issue with the ladies..yet he turned into a sadistic fuck. The feeling of losing control was always a fear he had and seeing Faye grow into a carefree women made him scared, he had to do anything in his power to remind her he had control and always will.

Ignoring her cries , a smile came across his face before he kissed her lips but she quickly pulled away but he grabbed her pressing his lips back on her. He could tell the disgust she had making him , which was the excitement in that moment, he could growl hard in his pants as he turned the kiss sloppy with his tongue sliding into her mouth. He could taste her tears drop as she pulled her face once more but again, he snapped her head towards him staring into her water fulled eyes. He leans down and softly grabs her hand placing it over his hard cock a his lips as he deepened the kiss cupping her cheek. He had forgotten how soft her lips were...how delicate her body was...how big her breast had looked. Everything in that exact intimate moment made him wonder why he had stopped himself all those years.

She could feel his tongue in her mouth dancing with excitement as he made her made rub his member slowly, the sound of his phone ringing made him groan in annoyance as he pulled away taking her hand off his dick. She turned away from him wiping his spit from her mouth her eyes wide with fear. What the fuck did I do? She screamed in her head as he pulled out his phone pressing a button before putting it against his ear "What happen?" The sound of her mother's voice on the end seeming all happy and calm "Oh ...okay... well I'll be home soon babe." He smiled into the phone continuously speaking Spanish before he hung up starting up the car.

He drove off the grass getting back into the highway, "I love you Faye." He spoke now softly and soothing smiling as he set his hand on her thigh. "Don't forget how special you are to me."

Her hands begin to shake as she stared at the road ahead her mind not processing what had happened but somehow aware of it, she swallowed hard , everything she had been through seemed to pass through her mind. Her heart sank as she looked at her father, the man she once adored-her safe haven ...now the one thing she wants dead. Faye had anger boiling in her blood the thought of his gun in that department taunting her to shoot his brains in but the that little girl she ignored for years finally spoke; how would you survive without him, Faye? He's the only one who protects us.

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The family sat their enjoying dinner the mom had cooked. The silence had killed Faye as she sat their replaying the events from the car over and over in her head as if she could still feel his tongue all over her. In the shower she had scrubbed her body till it was red seeing blood form in absolute disgust. I'm a whore, She thought before her brother spoke.

"You've barely touched your food." Jake states "If you don't want it let me have it."

"Let the whore finish her food." Her mother's voice spoke angery.

"What?" Jake furrowed his brow.

"How could you?" She said staring at Faye with disgust written on her face and voice "How could you take advantage of your father like that Faye? While he was driving you home from school you dare to disrespect and raise your voice? You should remind yourself that if it weren't for him, you would be here Faye."

"I don't-" She began.

"Mom you really think that dad- a huge man- felt threatened by Faye?" Jake defends.

"Are you saying that I am lying to your mother?" The dad spoke with anger in his voice "I would never lie to your mother."

"What? Bullshit dad you did the same thing to me when I was twelve and told mom I was snorting drugs in my nose." Jake shook his head as if he didn't care about the incident "You both are too coked up to even have a normal thought process."

"Enough!" His father yelled "I will not tolerate anymore lies."

"Whatever man." Jake shrugged throwing his plate in sink "You two are both sick fucks and at the end of the day I'm staying in my room away from this thing you call...family."

"What do you have to say for yourself?" Her father spoke.

"This is your father Faye...how could you even think of having that much selfishness I mean for fucks sake!" She yelled slamming her plate down it breaking in half "He's my husband and your his child! How-How could you even think it be okay considering the only reason you're still in my house is because of him?"

"Mom I don't know what your talking-" She began but a hard slap came across her face as the father gained a smirk on his lips.

"Your a dirty whore Faye, a very dirty disgusting whore." She said as she threw the plate in the trash can aggressively "you seriously need help Faye." Was the last thing she said before walking away, her father shot her a smile before excusing himself.