13th Doctor x Reader: Lost

Chapter 60: Secret

A/n: Fluff (for future reference: There will be no explicit smut.)

Everything seems to happen at once. First, you're in the middle of the room, next you're pinned against the wall.

"You don't mean that." Missy whispers.

You're too far in to back out now. If you lie... say it was a heat of the moment thing, you have a gut wrenching feeling things would get very awkward. If you're honest, say you do mean it, it would be one less burden to carry.

"I do."

At that, she closes the paper thin gap between you. It's your first kiss, gentle and slow. A small tingling feeling starts on your mouth, moving throughout you. You move your lips in sync, wishing you could hold onto her right now. She pulls back, placing a kiss to your nose.

"How long?" She asks, letting you go, but not backing away.

"Since you saved me, when we first met." You admit, wrapping your arms around her neck. You rest your head on her shoulder, smiling as she wraps her arms around your waist. Immediately you feel her warmth seeming to wrap around you. It's a feeling you don't ever want to let go.

Closing your eyes in content, you start to feel extremely tired, everything seeming to catch up. Drowning, adrenaline, guilt, the tingling feeling of your first kiss.

"You didn't take anything...?" Missy worriedly asks, moving one hand to the back of your head.

"A freezing shower." You mumble.

Out of nowhere, she picks you up, opening up the covers and placing you in bed. She wraps you up in several blankets, laying behind you.

"You know a certain blonde bubblehead isn't exactly fond of us having a relationship." She says, combing your hair.

"I sort of overheard her saying that." You sigh, "but I don't care."

Missy sighs, "she's my oldest friend in the Universe. I couldn't care less what she thinks, but for now, let's keep it a secret."

You slightly nod, finding it harder to keep your eyes open. "Mkay."

With that, you feel her get off the bed, turning off your lights as she leaves the room. Keeping something like this a secret should be no problem. You've been good at that part for years.

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The next morning you wake up just feeling on top of the world. She kissed you, even called it a relationship. The part that slightly bothers you is... no one else can know. It's probably for the best, seeing as you definitely don't want the Doctor to drop you on Earth, permanently... or make Missy leave.

Pushing the negatives aside, you unwrap yourself, looking down and seeing your arms back to a normal color. You could be so stupid sometimes. You should've gone to someone, or at least tried to think of positive things, just anything to ditch the guilt.

Going over to your wardrobe, you pick out a long-sleeved top and some baggy pants with flats. Just for fun, you even add a little extra makeup, mainly some red lipstick. Something for a little tease. Adding some hoops and your messy bun, you place a kiss to the mirror, leaving a lipstick mark.

In the corridor, you're practically skipping, barely keeping it under control.

"Y/n!" A small voice calls.

Turning around, you see Izzy, dressed oddly depressed. She has a very over sized black hoodie pulled over her head with sweatpants, and bags under her eyes. Your heart breaks, making you feel a little... lot... guilty. But you're over that. Your done just sitting with it, now is your chance, and you're going to do something about it.