𝙵𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚅𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚍𝚒𝚝𝚢 | 𝙹𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗

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Still a lil steamy except its not just the shower theyre taking
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Chan and jeongjn didn't move from the couch as their friends all filed into the living room

"It smells like sex in here" jisung plugged his nose

"Why are you guys here?" Chan asked kind of annoyed that their morning was interrupted.

"We texted you but you didnt seem to get the message" minho said quirking an eyebrow at them and flicking his eyes to the blanket.

"You want some donuts?" Changbin came out of the kitchen with hyunjin, carrying the now open box of donuts.

"No, they're going to go change so it doesnt smell like this anymore!" Jisung said as he nudged jeongins leg

"Youre the one who came over without calling," the younger stuck his tongue out as chan stood, letting the blanket fall away from his legs.

"Lets go shower, innie" he pulled the boy up, the younger whining at the blanket that fell away making the wet spot on his pants visible to everyone

"Dont fuck in there!"

"You bitches just showed up at my house so we will if we feel like it!" Chan yelled back through the hallway as he went into his room to get them some clothes.

"Channie, i dont want to do it while everyones here.."

The older kept looking through his closet, searching for some clothes for the younger to wear. He picked out a pair of black sweat pants and a green shirt for jeongin and a white shirt with grey sweatpants.

"We dont have to," chan said turning around with a small smile "i just wanted them to think we will"

Jeongin smiled, his braces shining in the dim light of the room

"Come on, lets get you clean up" chan grabbed jeongins hand and led him to the bathroom, closing the door behind them.

Jeongin began taking off his clothes, the cold cum in his pants feeling really gross. The older did the same, walking to the shower and turning the water on.

"Do you think that they think we're gross now?" Jeongin asked as he shivered as his now naked body stood there.

"Doubt it," the other said "minho and jisung do it on the daily so they dont really have much room to judge"

"On the daily? That would get exhausting, dont you think?"

"Maybe," chan motioned for jeongin to step in the shower "but its probably nice though. You and i havent done it in weeks"

"But we just did that.." Jeongin stood in the hot water as chan wrapped his arms around the boy

"That was enjoyable but its not quite the same"

Chan trailed his fingertips up jeongins spine, feeling his body shiver in his arms at the touch and watching his eyes flutter shut. A small sigh escaped his lips as his fingers trailed back down.

"See?" He said quietly "you want it too.."

"Of course i do, hyung" Jeongin opened his eyes quickly since he felt like chan was trying to start what they couldn't finish.

"Thats fine if you dont want to. We dont have to, im just touching you.."

"But- what if they hear, hyung"

Jeongin wanted it of course he did but he had doubts that he could even keep quiet.

"Its okay.,"

Jeongin nodded a bit, wanting it badly. Just missing chan so much that he could cry from the lack of affection in the past weeks

The black haired one pulled jeongin closer, lips ghosting over the other plump ones.

"We dont have to have sex.. I can always do other things"

"Okay.. " jeongin said softly, excitement running through his bones at that. Theyd talked about trying oral a few times but never did it for obvious reasons. The younger never understood the hype about it, always seeing it in porn but never understanding why they did it.

They began another small make out session under the stream of hot water. It beaded on their skin, running down chans back as he pushed jeongin up against one of the walls gently. He cupped the boys face in his big hands, sucking his bottom lip for a moment before moving to his neck for the second time that morning.

"Channie.." Jeongin breathed out

"Hm?" Said boy answered, not knowing if it was a moan or if he was genuinely trying to get his attention.

"Im nervous," the small whisper of the boy echoed off the bathroom walls as the water was muted as it hit chans body while his lips traveled lower and lower.

"Dont be," chan said as he looked up at the younger, as he crouched down on his knees "its gonna feel good, i promise"

Two big hands were placed on jeongins thighs, giving him a moment to mentally prepare himself.

"Tell me when im good to go, okay?"

Jeongin took a moment, contemplating every tiny thing that could go wrong. Anything from him tasting bad to him slipping and having to explain what happened at the doctor.

Slowly, he reminded himself that chan wouldnt have offered if he was uncomfortable. He also trusted the older. Before he could think of any more reasons to back out, he found himself nodding.

"You're ready?" Chan asked, looking for verbal confirmation

"Yes, hyung," he said softly "i dont know how quiet ill be able to be.."

"Dont worry about it too much," the other said, getting into position

"am i still okay to go?" He asked again in case his consent was withdrawn.

Jeongin looked down, making eye contact with chan and shaking his head no. He was just simply too nervous to go on with this.

"Im sorry," jeongin whispered as he looked away, feeling like he disappointed chan.

"Hey," chan said as he stood up "dont ever be sorry about not wanting to do something okay?"

"But youre disappointed.."

"No, innie, im not," chan shook his head "id be disappointed if you let it happen when you didnt want it.. Im proud of you for saying no."

Jeongin looked back at chan, expecting a disappointed look or a disgusted look that he wouldn't let him touch his body but was only met with those all too familiar kind, fond eyes that he always saw. Ones that made everything feel okay again. The ones that made him matter in every way.

But if they knew what the future held, that fondness might leave. The kindness from both of them might disappear, the love they felt might fade.

But only time would tell...

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I hope everyone's feeling okay today <3