𝙵𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚅𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚍𝚒𝚝𝚢 | 𝙹𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗

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The bell above the cafe door rang, signalling a customer that was waiting to be helped.

"Good afternoon," a female voice came from nowhere startling jeongin "feel free to seat yourself,"

Looking to his left, jeongin saw a young petite girl who had her long hair slicked back in a pony tail, uniform rather tight on her curvy frame.

"Ah, im just here to see chan.. Is he here?" Jeongins words were wobbly since he still wasnt sure what to say.

What do you even say in a time like this? What words are right?

Jeongin was unsure of what to say when he realized that the boy he fell in love with wasnt really the boy he fell in love with.

"Hes busy at the moment but could i offer you a drink?"

"No, thank you.. Ill just wait for him" he said, moving to sit in the booth with the chipped white table tops.

The girl hummed, and walked over to the drink dispenser anyways, pouring him a water with a good amount of ice in it. It was always annoying when you got a drink with only a few oce cubes and by the time you drank it all you had none left.

Walking back over to the boy, she set the cup down with a smile

"You look like you need it, water's free so dont worry about it,"

Jeongin just simply nodded as he looked down at his lap woth the three papers that the hospital had given him.

"Ill let him know youre here," the girl who he didnt know the name of said.

Her hips swayed when she walked back to the kitchen, hearing a clatter of dishes as soon as the door opened. Muffled talking came from the open window where they set the food when it was finished. Faintly, he could hear chans voice followed by the female waitress.

Moments later, the door swung open and out came the blacked haired male. Jeongin stared at him, not knowing whether to believe that this situation was real or if it was some sort of prank. Whether it be either situation, his lips were pressed together to stop them from wobbling.

"What brings you here?" Chan asked, a smile playing on his lips, not really catching on that jeongin was one off collar comment from crying.

"We-" he stopped, clearing his throat to relieve the burning tension "we need to talk.."

"About what?" The older slid into the booth right across from jeongin.

"Remember when you told me you got tested for STDs?"

The playful atmosphere that chan had upon walking out there was suddenly gone upon those words. He was fucked.

"I was meaning to talk to you about that-"

"I thought you got tested, hyung.."

The pain in jeongins voice made Chan's heart drop.

"What are you trying to say?"

Jeongin looked down at his lap, sniffling as his eyes filled with tears. The situation that he didnt want to believe was finally coming true and he didnt want to believe it.

In his lap lay his test results along with a pamphlet on sexual health and one on std education.

"I have chlamydia.. " jeongin reached across the table as he slid the papers to him.

As chan read the test results, he went wide eyed. He broke the trust of one person he loved.

"But- we never had unprotected sex, jeongin"

"Yes we did.." Jeongin whispered with a sigh, trying not to ball his eyes out "it was a little ways back at my house, we didnt have condoms.."

"I dont have it though," chan said, trying to find any possible explanation as to how jeongin got it.

"Symptoms can go a long time without being noticed.. You have it because youre the only person ive ever had sex with."

"Fuck, jeongin" chan sighed "look, im sorry okay?"

Jeongin scoffed in disbelief

"Youre cheating on me right?"

"No im not cheating on you? What kind of person do you think i am?"

"You played me once, who's to say you wouldnt do it again?"

"What the hell has gotten into you jeongin? I start working and spending more time away from you and all of a sudden you think its fun to start playing the blaming game?!" Chan asked, also in disbelief.

"You are never home," jeongin yelled in the middle of chans sentence "you are never home!"

"Jesus fuck," the older rubbed his eyes, feeling more and more pissed by the second "okay, i didnt get tested like i told you i did,"

"Then why did you lie?" The blue haired boy asked with gritted teeth, trying to keep himself from yelling again.

"I dont know," chan said defensively "im frustrated okay? I thought that if I told you i didnt get tested, you wouldnt fuck me anymore-"

"So you thought it was okay to put my safety in danger so you could relieve your sexual frustration?"

"Look, i don't know what i was thinking.."

"I trusted you!" Jeongin yelled, loosing all self control.

His arms flailed, hitting the glass of water and sending the liquid and ice across the table. The papers were now soaked with the ink circled 'positive' bleeding into other words.

"I trusted you with my body, my health.. And all you cared about was the sex"  Jeongin sobbed, feeling his heart get torn in half by chans words.

Chan didnt say anything, ignoring the water dripping from the table beside him that he was sure lara would yell at him to clean.

"Never again," jeongin said, standing up "your probably the one that shared my video too.."

Reaching over, he tried to grab the wet papers.

"I would never do something like that to you.. What do you mean never again?" Chan grabbed the others wrist, stopping him from moving

Jeongin didnt say a word, tearing bis wrist from chans grip and continued trying to gather his papers.

"What do you mean never again?" The older breathed out as he looked at the boy he truly did love so much..

With quivering lips and teary eyes, jeongin uttered the words chan never thought he'd hear.

"We should stop seeing each other," but somehow the next words hurt even worse.

"For good this time,"

Jeongin left the papers in which were shredded by the water spilled on them and walked out the door. The sound of the bell being the last thing he heard, catching the last glimpse of the blue hair through the glass.

'For good this time..'

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