𝙵𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚅𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚍𝚒𝚝𝚢 | 𝙹𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗

.₊̣̇.ෆ˟̑*̑𝙵𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚢 𝚎𝚒𝚐𝚑𝚝*̑˟̑ෆ.₊̣̇.

"Im leaving..."

Jisung paused, his heart stopping. Leaving where? Leaving him?

"What..?" The boy whispered.

"We're moving, hyung"

Jisungs eyes filled with tears in that moment as he really felt as if jeongin had reached into his chest and twisted his heart so it was permanently clenched inside of his chest.

"Where?"

"Up by my grandparents.. Hyung, were leaving and i wont be able to speak with you anymore"

"Fuck that," jisung said, angry "youre not just leaving me"

"I have no choice!" Jeongin cried out through the phone speaker.

"Im coming over," jisung said as he stood up, grabbing his phone

"Okay," jeongin said with a small sniffle "bring the others too..?"

"Yeah.. Of course i will"

They both hung up after bidding their goodbyes and got in the car. Somehow jisung knew something like this would happen, that even with the amount he'd prayed against it, it would still happen.

In just a matter of twenty minutes, the whole group, minus one was in front of the soon to be former yang household. None of the boys wanted to believe it was true.

But after all thats what jeongins parents were good at. Lying to him. Convincing him that things they said were really the right way to go and that really, no matter how much their son voiced anything different, their way was the only way.

They were making him leave his friends was what it seemed like to them.

But really, it was a new beginning.

Jeongin ran outside the house where hed been watching for his friends.

Jisung met the boy halfway, pulling him into probably the tightest hug hed ever received.

Tears.

Thats all the whole group was in as they watched the two best friends hug and realized that this really was the end.

"Wheres chan..?" Jeongin asked through his seemingly endless crying.

"He didnt want to come. He said that- that it would hurt too much. But he loves you and he wanted you to understand that hes sorry. He never cheated on you.. He says that lara liked him and started a whole bunch of shit and made it seem different than he was.. Ill have him write you once you get your new address, okay?"

"Okay.." Jeongin said with a nod.

He wasnt just going to leave jisung behind like that. No matter how far away, he was still his best friend.

"You guys should come in so i can explain a few things," jeongin said as he looked at everyone but his first love "i think you deserve that at least.."

As soon as everyone was settled in the room, jeongin sat in front of them.

"I just want you to know that they want me to cut off all ties here," he began with a sigh, not crying for the first time in a long time as he looked around at all of them "but theres no way in hell that im going to just stop talking to you guys. Youre my best friends and i love you all.."

The boys, who some were crying and some were not all came forward and tackled jeongin in a hug.

"Can we pretend like tonight isnt the last night that im going to spend with you guys..?" Jeongin whispered, a little choked up but not crying.

"Of course we can," jisung said with a smile

As they lay there on jeongins floor, in one another's arms, they relished in the possible last time for a very long time that theyd be there.

"Did you know that jeongin is a really good kisser?" Hyunjin piped up after a few moments.

"Excuse me?" Changbin tilted his head to the side to look at his crush.

"Hey, he was sad and asked for it so i gave it to him," hyunjin said in his defense.

"What if i said that i was sad and wanted one..?" Changbin poked his lips out towards hyunjin.

Without a second thought, hyunjin leaned in and pecked the boys lips leaving him surprised.

"Excuse me?" The shorter asked again, surprised that it worked

"Shut up," hyunjin said, linking his fingers with his

"Did hyunbin really just happen?" Minho asked, with wide eyes as he looked at their hand in which were intertwined.

"Yeah, we did do you have a problem with it..?" Changbin asked, starting a little yelling match which ended in them wrestling each other while they laughed and hyunjin played the ref.

"You okay?" Jisung asked jeongin as he watched his friends play with almost sad, yet relieved eyes

And for once, as he thought of his future, he could finally say:

"I think i am... Maybe not one hundred percent but eventually" he said "can i ask you something?"

"Of course," his friend answered softly

Jeongin reached into his pocket and pulled out a slightly crinkled small envelope.

"Will you give this to chan, please?" He asked "ive had it written a for a little while and i just want him to know how i feel.."

"Ill make sure it gets to him, okay?"

"Thank you," jeongin said as he leaned in and gave his best friend the tightest hug that he could muster.

So, the end of the chapter.

The beginning of a new one.

But maybe even the ending of this story.
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Chans side of the story will be explained more in the upcoming letters that i will write between them so dont think you wont get an explanation.