𝙵𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚅𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚍𝚒𝚝𝚢 | 𝙹𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗

.₊̣̇.ෆ˟̑*̑𝙵𝚒𝚏𝚝𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚞𝚛 *̑˟̑ෆ.₊̣̇.

"Fuck you." Jeongin spat and poked his finger into his chest.

"Do it then!" Chan said and threw his hands up in the air.

Jeongin stopped in his tracks..

Jeongin stared at Chan for a long hard moment as he stood there, body and mind at war. Perhaps it was the fact that everyone else was getting laid but him.. maybe it was the fact that he missed the other boy standing in front of him so much that he couldn't hardly stand it.

Jeongin opened his mouth to talk before he heard banging on the bathroom door just beyond the living room.

"If you don't get your dick out of hyunjins ass I'm going to fucking cut both of your dicks off and feed it to the coyotes the second i get this door open!" Jisung yelled, anger in his voice.

The house was quiet for a moment as both chan and Jeongin were looking towards the living room and shared a glance of 'damn' before looking back over towards the living room.

Jisungs faint talking was heard before his footsteps were and he entered the kitchen.

"Oh good morning guys," he said with a smile as he made his way over to the coffee pot.

Minho trudged in after Jisung, holding his lower back and his hair all messed up. He was in a pair of basketball shorts and an extremely big white tshirt.

"You don't look so good, hyung.." Jeongin said and pulled out a chair for the older who sat down in it moments later.

"He will be just fine," jisung smiled and brought Minho over a cup of coffee before placing a soft kiss on his head.

"What's wrong with him?" Jeongin asked as he sat down with his cup of tea beside Minho.

Jisung stood there a moment with his opening and closing, trying to find an explanation that didn't make him seem like a dick for stopping the same thing from happening in his bathroom moments prior.

"Freshly fucked," Chan muttered as he took a sip of his coffee.

"Oh.." Jeongin said, his lips curving around the word in realization "ew."

Jeongin stood and moved to stand by Jisung but realized he had just done the same thing and opted to stand by Chan. He was still upset with Chan over everything and hurt about how everything panned out.. but he still wanted to be close to him.

"Acting like you've never fucked before." Minho said and popped some ibuprofen in his mouth before taking a sip of his hot coffee.

Jeongins cheeks blushed heavily up to his ears and shrugged "I just- I don't want your sex aura on me is all.."

"Everyone in this house fucks like rabbits I swear," Chan said and shook his head

"You would too if Jeongin here would pull his pants down," Changbin said as he walked into the kitchen with Hyunjin behind him. Fresh hickeys lay on the tallers neck, their skin still slightly sweaty.

"Not wrong.." Chan said and shrugged as he took a hit off of his vape and tossed it to Minho.

Jeongin stepped away from Chan and towards the entrance of the kitchen "I think I'm gonna go shower," he mumbled and Hyunjin laughed.

Jeongin gave him a glare and left the kitchen a hot blushing mess.
———

About ten minutes later, Jeongin was in a hot shower, closing his eyes as the water cascaded down his body and through his hair.

His mind wandered, as much as he wished that it wouldn't. He thought of Chan and how much he desired his body against his own and the whispers of reassurance in his ears that he hadn't heard in months. Jeongin was dying to feel the hands on his body and the hot breath tickling his neck. He missed the hickeys he used to get and the feeling of releasing because of someone else.

It was all too much..

Being here with Chan and not being able to touch him was too much...

A knock sounded at the door.

"Jeongin?" The bathroom door opened and a familiar voice called his name. He opened his eyes and peeked around the shower curtain to see who was disturbing his nice shower.

Chan.

"I wanted you to know that I meant it," he said and stepped into the bathroom, making Jeongins grip on the shower curtain tighten.

"Meant what?" He asked as Chan began undressing right in front of him, the others muscular frame taunting him from five feet away. Jeongin let out a soft breath as he watched Chan move closer to the shower, now completely naked.

Jeongin stepped back as chan stepped inside and pulled Jeongin into a deep, deep kiss. The younger was reeling... going insane from everything he had missed so much. Everything he'd desired ever since the kiss the night before.

Chans hands wandered, kissing him deeply and touching every part of him that he could reach.

Jeongin was pressed up against the cold wall, a gasp coming from his lips at the feeling and he opened his eyes as Chan pulled away.

"I wasn't lying when I said I wanted to fuck you," Chan said and watched Jeongins cheeks living up in flames.

"Really..?" Jeongin whispered, the sound almost getting swept away by the sounds of the shower.

"Yeah.." Chan said and guided Jeongins hand down to his own cock and allowed Jeongin to feel how hard he was for him "I wanna fuck you so hard.. have you limping worse than everyone else.. fuck you so good you won't even be able to see straight.."

Jeongin snapped out of it.

He looked down, groaning at the hard length between his legs and flipping the shower water as cold as it would go.
———

The day went by fast, everyone milking their hangovers for as long as they lasted and napping them away the best they could.

It was dark out before anyone knew it.

Jeongin sat outside on jisungs front porch swing with a cup of hot chocolate, reminiscing as everyone napped still. Chan was on the couch again, Minho and Jisung up in the others room and Hyunjin and Changbin laying on the recliner together.

Jeongin shivered a little as he took a sip of the hot chocolate in his hands. He thought about everything. Thought about how life had played out and how much he missed being here regardless of the things that had happened.

He was happy to be back and didn't think he ever wanted to leave again.

Jeongin sat out there for better than an hour, his hot chocolate now cold as he got up.

That's when he noticed it.

The dark silhouette standing at the end of jisungs driveway. It was so familiar.. so familiar in a way that terrified him.

Jeongin didnt move, didn't breathe, didn't dare to move his eyes from this shadow in the darkness looking at him.

And suddenly, the shadow moved.

Running at full speed down the driveway and towards him.

Jeongin was back in that night at this very same house. As he tried to struggle away from seungmin on the stairs and tried to escape his grasp and was almost taken away.

Jeongin had been too frozen in fear to actually run in time. The second he turned to get to the door the boy was already up on him. Jeongin was taken to the ground in mere seconds, the boy already on top of him from behind, wrestling him to stay in place.

"Missed me Jeongin?" Seungmins voice rang in his ear and Jeongin let out the most blood curdling scream.

It was all he could do was scream.

And scream.

And scream.

And scream...