𝙵𝚒𝚗𝚍𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚅𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚍𝚒𝚝𝚢 | 𝙹𝚎𝚘𝚗𝚐𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗

.₊̣̇.ෆ˟̑*̑𝙵𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚝𝚢 𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚎*̑˟̑ෆ.₊̣̇.

Dear jeongin,

Im not going to lie and say that im okay without you here, because im truly not. Days seem to pass slower since your gone and the nights seem more lonely. Chan is a wreck now that youre gone and he feels terrible since he didnt go see you while you were here still. He went to your house the day after your family left to try and explain to you why he was never there.. He was a victim, innie. But he really did love you i know he did. Well, he still loves you but i know that you're trying to better yourself from the things he caused you. Which is why i want to keep in touch.

Its sad that your parents changed your number.. I thought that we would still be able to speak to one another after you left. At least we can still talk this way.

Youve been my best friend for a long time and i want you to know that you always will be. No matter the distance between us, we will always be besties.

Changbin and hyunjin are finally together. I had no idea that they liked each other but theyre happy and theyre cute for each other so nobody is really complaining. Although theyre all over each other and we cant let them spend the night together or certain things (wink wonk) will happen and nobody wants to hear any of it.

None of us really even spend the night together anymore since it just doesnt feel right without you. We miss you, a lot and we cant wait until you finally come back to see us.

Did you talk to your parents about christmas break?

Anyways, write me back because i really really really really miss you. Everyone does..

I love you..

Love, sungie <3

Dear sungie,

In some way i love getting letters from you guys and in other ways i hate it. Hearing from you makes me happy but it makes me miss you even more than i already do. I dont ever want to let you go and i know its only a matter of months before we see each other again (they said yes about christmas break!!) But it almost seems like its years ahead.

Please tell chan to write me.. I know i said we shouldnt see each other anymore but i need to know how he's doing. I still care, thats not going to change..

Hyunjin and i kissed in my music room before i left and that might be what spurred him to get together with changbin. I'd asked him to kiss me because I just wanted to feel something. And somehow I don't regret it. In the ending of Chan and I, I felt like our kisses were empty.. sort of like they meant nothing.

Anyways, how was Chan a victim? I don't understand. Please tell me how all of this happened.. I'm dying to know.

I love you and I miss you so very much, jisung.

Love,
       Innie

Dear jeongin,

I gave Chan your address so he can write you. He sent the letter out at the same time I did do it should be arriving soon if not before this one.