HEART knows where HOME is

Part 16

PART 15

For today I would still believe...

Seconds turned into minutes...minutes into hours...hours into days...and days into months....and Ash didnt come...just like he promised.For a moment I really thought that this whole thing was a nightmare...that in real nothing would happen...and just like every weekend Ash would appear at the doorway of my house ready to spend another day together...escaping the world.....only the two of us...away from everyone.But he never did...I just stood at the doorway...every weekend...for 6 months...EVERY SINGLE DAY...thats when I realized that this was the harsh truth now...Ash was gone...I had lost him...forever.

It had been 3 months since I had gotten over this whole thing or so I liked to believe I did,and in total 9 months since I had lastly seen Ash...9 months since the day Ilost my best friend...and only during these time I really understood how much importance had his presence in my life....just now that I longed for it.

Right now I was being dragged by Keith to a party where we were invited.Even tho I had immediately refused to go as I wasnt feeling in the mood for it Keith claimed I had stayed too much closed inside four walls and now I needed something to cheer me up.Talking about Keith,lately he has started acting weird.I dont like the fact that he has started being so "touchy" like he hugs me out of nowhere or kisses me in the head everytime he passes by my way..Now I understand he is trying to console me but it just doesnt feel right...

Anyways shrugging all the bad thoughts off we headed to the party...

After all it would be just a night of fun to take my mind off just for some hours of all the problems that have been "killing" me lately.

Some music..a bit of drinks...dancing...what could go wrong...

Again what could?

Ps;I know Laura is stupid