HEART knows where HOME is

Part 65

Part 64

It has been a month now that I have been moved to my new house and every day my health is getting worser.Thankfully Ash has never left my side and even tho he knows too from my state whats about to come he has never said anything and I couldnt be more glad for that.

"Laura are you sure you wanna do this?":-Ash asked me as I was staring at the email in font of my eyes.I was abou to send an email to my brother Brendon in hope to meet him at least one more time before something happens to me. "Yes.":-I whispered staring at my thumb laying over the "Send" button but never having the courage to. "You know I will always be by your side right?I will never leave you alone.":-Asher said while staring at me with a concerned look making me turn to him and smile whispering: "I know":-before pressing the button and closing my PC.

"Ash..whats your biggest fear?":-I asked staring at the sky full on stars while cuddling by his side. I was not sure if I was gonna get an answer because Asher was aready asleep but the tightened grip on my waist let me know he heard it and was still awake. "My biggest fear.."-Ashe said thinking with himself:-"you know Laura..every night I sit down on your chest laying asleep..and the only thing that comforts me is your heartbeat and I fell asleep by its rythm.And every morning I wake up..Its slow and weak but still there..making me smile because I know that I have you for another day to spend time with..that YOU are gonna be there or me for another day.But then sometimes I see some nightmares..like Im waking up and the beat has stopped...I shake you but you dont wake up..then I wake up immediately and scared I lay next to you the whole night awake keeping your hand in mine and listening to its pulse..almsot afraid that you are gonna vanish from my hands..that its...just gona stop.just like it happened with my grandpa...thats my biggest fear":-Ash ended and I could feel my shirt getting wet but I knew that they werent only my tears.

Ashs confession never got an answer from me...I just didnt talk..he didnt complain either..we just both stayed in silence..cuz for now it was more than enough for both of us.

The other morning

"Laura you will never guess what happened":-Ash said from the kitchen while I was reading a book in the living room. "What happened?":-I asked making my way to him before leaning on the kitchens frame door. "Your brother Brendon send you a place to meet":-Ash whispered turning my PCs screen to me...

"Are you sure your ready for this?":-Ash asked gripping the steering wheel as he parked on the lonely park. "Yes Im sure":-I said while opening the door to make my way outside and in seconds Ash was on my side helping me. "Im getting weaker physically":-I said smiling weakly. "But stronger menthaly":-Ash replied looking at me with the most adoring face ever..love clearly shining from his face.