HEART knows where HOME is

Part 58

PART 57

Warning:Mention of rape.read at your own risk

"Dear passengers please take your seats and wait for us to give you a further permission of when its safe to move around the jet".-the voice of the flying attendant said but I was too busy rethinking the words of the old man to actully pay attention at her words.Soon I felt the jet leave the ground and not much after the flying attendants voice was heard again telling us it it is safe to move around making me get out of my overthinking space.

Clearing my throat and getting up I went to Mike and silently asked him.He didnt say anything just got up and pointed at a private room and I followed him.Entering the door Mike left us alone and closed the door.Trying to see through the darkness I found the light button and as I pressed it I saw a confused Ash getting up on his elbows over the bed.Not being able to hold my emotions I threw myself in his hands and crying my heart out I poured all my feelings in the words I said half-cracking half talking;-" Omg Asher your alive I swear I thought I lost you babe Im so sorry for everything you had to go through.Are you okay?They didnt do anything right?"Hurriedly I started checking his arms for any bruise or scratch only to have him push my hands away."I dont know what you made my family believe with the "secret"best friend card but you cant fool me that easy so stay away!".His words cut more than knives and the disgusting look in his face even more."Asher what do you mean love?Its me Laura.We have gone through so much together how cant you remember me?"

"Dont try tricking me you probably only want me for my moneys just like every other girl." "But I swear Im not lyin-" "Cut the bullshit than why are you the only one I cant remember?How do you explain that?":-he said cutting me off before turning his back facing the small window of the plane.Getting up myself still crying I said:"So it seems like I was not even important enough to leave traces on your life"-and giving a last glance at his figure I turned and left.

After landing:

"Asher omg babe I missed you so much"-Mary Ashers mother said before running to him in tears and hugging him.Asher holded her tightly while reasuring her he was alright and for a second just for a second I wished I was her.Soon we all gathered in a small family party that Ashers parents had organized and everyone was around Asher hugging him and asking him about everything while I watched all the happy scene from the corner with a smile on my face.

"Thanks for turning him back home I owe you my life for this"-Andrea said while aproaching me with a glass of wine in his hands."It was my duty as his bestfriend to do that"-I said swallowing the word "friend".Andrea gave me sad smile and turning to the scene he whispered-"He will come around I just know it just give him some time and you will see."

"I honestly dont know anymore whats time at this point.It seems like we are in an endless hurricane that once we have healed from one strike it crashes us to another" "Ladies and gentleman please give Asher some space so he can come in the center"-Victoria said before getting closer to Asher and whispering in his ear-"we got a surprise for you" Asher smiled all heartedly at her and taking her stretched hand he made his way to the center.To say that my heart pained at the sight of them holding hands and acting like a couple was an understatement but knowing very well some people were having there eyes at me craving for a reaction and a new reason to gossip I tried keeping my emotions inside for myself even tho it was very hard.

As Asher made his way to the center immediately fireworks started exploding and a monitor appeared after him where all his friends,relatives,people he was fond of appeared and wished him a happy welcoming.Overwhelmed by all the love showed Asher started crying and Victoria got to him and hugged him and I couldnt miss the hand he threw around her waist hugging her tighter while hiding his face at the crock of her neck.In that moment the lights went off in the entire city and you could see very clearly all the stars.Assuming this may be another one of the surprises I started clapping like everyone else but my hands frozed midway as I saw Asher raising his head under the moonlight till their faces joined each other as two shadows.(GIF explanation of how their "kiss" looked like)

If till that moment I was successful in the attempt to hide my pain this time the tears found their way themselves and there was nothing I could do to stop them.Realizing I didnt even have a place anymore in this party I just left my gift for Asher at the pile where all the gifts layed and left without a note.

Walking around the streets holding my heels in my hand while wiping my endless tears with the other one I made my way to nowhere.I didnt even bother calling my personal security because I just wanted to be alone,I have always hated other people watching me break out,I never allowed this,well except for Asher but now thats another story.At his name coming again into my mind my legs gave up and I found myself crying like mad in the middle of a dark alley pressed against a wall without a single soul around to hear me..or so I thought.

"Shhh can you hear that"-:I heard a voice say and I immediately froze into place. "ooo there she is come closer we dont bite"-one of the mans said while laughing and his voice made me sick.They were at least twice my age and height as well so fighting was out of list.Great first I get heartbroken now risking to be raped.Getting up and kicking the man who talked in the nuts I started running away from them but his friend was faster and grabbed my hair while dragging me back again."You sick b!tch":-the first man said after getting up from the ground and slapped me hard in the face."Please let me go!Somebody help me!:-I screamed while thrashing around.It all happened in one second.I was in their arms holding me when we heard the police sirens.Frightened the mans released me carelessly and runned away while I landed on the ground with a thud hitting my head on the wall during the process.

(This is a mix of flashbacks and present for everyone getting confused)

"No brother leave me!" "Shut up you are gonna be a good sister and listen right?Also dont you dare tell mom and dad.They wont help you,actually they will just get disgusted by you"

"Miss miss are you okay?" "They are gonna be disgusted by you..bacause remember..nobody wants an used girl Vanesa" "Miss we got you please stop panicking!SOMEBODY HELP WE ARE LOOSING HER":-the other voice said into diziness and then everything went black...