HEART knows where HOME is

Part 19

PART 18

It was the 4th day and I was feeling much better,my head had started clearing and that heavy headache had gone.The doctor had told me not to put pressure on myself.But still I couldnt help myself but worry abt what my parents meant.

Recall:-"What are you talking abt love..Asher is in his house he knows nothing abt this?"

What did they mean by he knows nothing..wasnt he the one who saved me..yet the nurses of the hospital told me it was another man who brought me here...a man in a black suit they said..maybe it was one of Ashs men..they usually dress like that..but why wouldnt Ash bring me himself in here...didnt he care at all...but even tho I deserved it..i know it was HIM who brought me here..maybe my family knows..yes maybe they do but they wont tell me so I wont worry..I must talk to the-

My thoughts were interrupted by the doctor entering my room.

"Hi doctor ...can I leave by now?":-I whispered still in a hoarsed voice..they hadnt let me talk to noone for days so I could rest well.

"Hi to you too Laura and please for the millionth time call me Michael and yes you can leave by tomorrow but I didnt come for that."

"Then why?What happened?":-I whispered already tired by my terrible state.

"Because I saw at the monitor your heart rate grew up in a not healthy state...care to tell me what is this thing that is more important to you than your health that you put in danger but still not stop worrying about?":-he asked now sitting on a chair near me while raising his eyebrow.

I didnt respond...I just sighed loud..he wouldnt understand me anyways.

"I wanna talk with my parents":-i said after some minutes of silence.

"You will be released tomorrow and you will have as much time as you want..but still I agreed with your parents that you should have a nurse in your house so she can stay by your side and take care of you"

"It was not that serious!!!":-I claimed furious.

They are exagarating it..he didnt hurt me that much exepts some bruises who have faded already by now.

"I know..and Im not worried abt your physical health":-he stated earning a comfused stare from me-:"Im afraid for your menthal one..Laura in these type of cases woman usually end up in a disoriented state when they not even arent capable of taking care of themselves..but worse..they even try to harm themselves..these memories haunt them and make them do terrible things..make them dangerous."

"Im not dangerous..I would never even hurt a fly and you know that.":-i said in the verge of crying..did they really think that abt me?was this the reason they stopped visiting me in the hospital from the first day I woke up in here?

Terrible thoughts started roaming in my mind making a tear slip from my eyes..my own family was afraid of me..but my thoughts where again interrupted by Michaels voice;

"I know you arent harmful towards anyone..but yourself.

Im afraid you will think its your own fault for all the things that have happened lately.."

So he knew..

"So you may try to harm yourself thinking you deserve it..Laura Im afraid you will pass a trauma that may leave you forever far from..not even your dreams and loved ones..but even the sunlight."

He thinks Im gonna have menthal disorders..and get locked up in menthal hospital..I have heard too many horrible things about those white places..

"So I want you to take a therapy..and please dont rush things..it doesnt matter if it takes years..all it matters is if it makes even the last bad memory fade from your mind..till we know for sure you are safe."

"But I have so many things to do..rn i have so many things to clear and people to talk to-"

"They will wait..":-he added softly smiling:-"if their love for you is as big as they claim it is then they will wait...even if it takes 100 years...love doesnt let a heart age."

Then he slowly got up..and while placing the chair to its previous place he said:

"At the end its your decision Laura...but pls dont go at the battlefield with so many scars...first go and heal..and when you feel it in your bones that you stronger than ever..than go and regain what you lost"

And with that he left...