HEART knows where HOME is

Part 7

PART 6

And soon we started our day...

While me and Ash where having breakfast in a comfortable silence..I couldnt help but wonder why was he so sad yesterday and what was the reason of that behaviour of his(all the clinginess thing).

"So where do you plan on saying it?":-Ash said completely calm back to his collected self ...you could swore he is not the same man as last night or this morning.

"Saying what?":-I asked confused.

"Saying what you have in mind.":-he said again.

"And what do i have in mind according to you?":-I again asked raising my brow in interest.

"The reason why i was sad last night":-he replied...his voice lower than usual covered with a layer of pain.

"Umm...look I dont wont to push you...you can tell me whenever you feel ready..you did nothing to owe me an explanation.You just asked for comfort which I,as your friend,feel as its my duty to do.":-I replied casually and tried to put a honest face.

He just stared at me lost in his thoughts and then mumbled:

"Thats why I love you"

He thought I didnt catch it but he was wrong.

"Aww I love you too buddy...never stay alone when your in pain or sad...just as you share your happiness with me thats how we can share even pain...because friends are for both: good and bad times":-I stated.

An emotion of hurt run through his face but he soon covered it.No it couldnt be hurt right?after all I said nothing wron-

"My grandpa died."-:he said interrupting my thoughts.

"He what?Omg Ash Im so sorry."- i got up from my chair and hugged him knowing his grandpa was a very special person for him.

"He is gone...another special person in my life is gone..and by now Laura i dont even have much time to come in here...so please ,please move on at my house...or somewhere near me where I can have you always by my side.":-he pleaded with a puppy face.

I sighed.I ccouldnt leave my house in here.I was living my dream.I had everything I ever wanted but at the same time i couldnt be selfish and forget abt Ash...he is going through a hard time and he needs me...and just like I said before ...friends are even for good even for bad times.

"You dont have to give me a answer right away...I know its hard for you so I will be staying even tonight in here and then in the morning you decide.Laura I dont wanna force you in anything...at the end of the day its your choice...but I seriously need you right now."-:he added after and left the room.

I was just stuck there...my brain full of denying thoughts...and my heart full of agreeing ones.

The rest of the day was spent in my studio(office atthe same time) where Ash had occupied the main desk and chair while I was saton the sofa acting like Im working as well while in real I was thinking all thetime about Ashs offer.I mean...Karla was giving birth soon and I had promisedboth her and Chris that I was gonna be the babysitter(now you may ask how a CEOof a company a babysitter?well I love kids so I dont care and I do it just bcsI love it and not for moneys but when my friends need a replacament with theirchilds)..plus that the book I have been working on lately its already gettingpublished...so out of all the things...putting my ego aside..minus my introvertarse...the answer is that I should go there.Now I have never been good in mathbut I know this is the best to be done.After Ash passes this hard stage of lifeI will be back in no time here and countinue my normal life...but little did Iknow the things would take a sudden turn..and many things would change...