HEART knows where HOME is

Part 46

Warning:Mention of death...read at your own risk

PART 45

"Where is he?":-I shouted entering his house.

"Luara its dangerous out there-":-a broken Karla said.

"where.is.he?":-I asked again not having the nerve for this again.

Nobody said anything,they just pointed me towards the direction which led to the beach.

Not waiting a second more I sprinted to towards the beach.By now my ankle was killing me and my heart was beating faster than ever.The lump in my throat was stopping me from uttering a word but I couldnt say the same about the tears which by now were blurring my vision completely.My head in the other side was pounding and it felt heavy but just like I said...I didnt care...Ash was the only thing that mattered for now,the only thing.

Arriving to the beach I stopped at the shore and started turning around while breathing heavily and hiccuping.I was trying to find a sign,something that could lead me to the place.

Regretting that I didnt take somebody with me to show me the way I started crying and too tired even my legs gave up and like that I falled down crying.

I was crying and I couldnt stop,something assured me that he was alright yet I felt empty,like somebody has ripped his place out of my heart and now it was waiting to be filled by someone else.

Suddenly a very strong wind started which made the sea waves grow larger and go all in the same direction.Something like a voice inside me was telling me to follow their direction,it was like they were inviting me to follow them...and thats what I did.

Getting up one more time and ignoring the pain I started running again toward the direction the waves were going and soon I found a stop just above a big cliff in which all the waves were crashing into.The cliff was big and in the darkness of the night it looked so mysterious.Without thinking I started searching for the side in which I could get up to it easily.

Finding it in the left side I started crawling up and it didnt take much for me to be at the bottom of this giant rock.

Trying to see if I could find something in here I turned around while praying to god for his help.In that moment a lightining striked just some miles away making me jump on fear and at the same time giving me the chance to see everything around me.

"No":-I whispered running towards the edge of the cliff were two men were laying.One was in a sleeping position kinda the other was crying over his body.That was all I could see in that darkness.

Getting closer the view in front of me got clearer to the point I could even tell their features.

"Nooo":-I shouted this time as I stumbled into my own legs and falled down without even reaching the dark figures.

"He is gone":-a broken Chris said.

"He is not":-I whispered.

"He-"

"HE IS NOT":-I repeated with all the strength that was left in my soul:-"he cant,he cant leave me,I know this,like cmon Chris its Ash who we are talking about":-I said refusing to get closer to the body laying in front of Chris and believe that its my soulmates one.

"THAN WHAT IS THIS?":-Chris shouted while getting up making me flinch.

As he got up I got a clear view of the body,the mans face was disformed but from the left features in it he seemed all alike to him...all like Ash.

"Nooo":-I whispered again releasing a deap breath and crawling to his body as I stared in disbelief.

This couldnt be Ash could it?Ash wouldnt do this...he wouldnt do this to me ..to us...would he?

Caressing face...as much as I could from all the blood that was covering his face I got up and went to Chris side who was now facing the sea while tears where falling down his face silently.

"Its not Ash":-I said and he started to talk but I interrupted him:-"I know your gonna ask how but please believe me when I say this...he is not Ash.I know him...I know everything about him,if there has been somebody in my life who has been carved in my mind inch for ich ...thats Ash..and this is not that Ash..not the one I know."

"Tomorrow its the funeral":-was all that Chris said before leaving.

The body was soon removed from there and sent to the family....