Stop Using Me {suna x uke male}

Chp: 38

(M/N) rushed to the hospital, time had slowed down when he got that call. He made it to the hospital, head hurting from the information he just read. He continued on his way, his movements slow.

"I'm here for Jay (L-..." (M/N) stopped himself, that name form Jay's journal almost slipping out of his mouth. "Akumo... Jay Akumo."

His fingers tapped onto the counter, waiting for the words he longed to hear.

"Ah, you may see him. His room is-"

"Thanks, but I know the way." (M/N) cut her off and left.

He felt no ounce of remorse. His mind was clouded, the anger taking over his body. Sure, he was happy that Jay opened his eyes, but he so badly wanted to strangle Jay as well.

He walked into Jay's room, unannounced, causing Alizer and Jay to turn their heads.

"(M/N)!" Jay grinned.

(M/N)'s eyebrow twitched in annoyance, "Stop your grinning! You almost died!"

He huffed and sat at the empty chair by Jay's bed.

"But I didn't." Jay responded.

"I need to speak with Jay." (M/N) looked at Alizer, eyes blank, "Alone."

Alizer nodded, thinking nothing of it, "Of course. You must have so much to say. I'll leave you both." Alizer got up, not a single sound was heard through the room.

Not a word was muttered, not until Alizer closed the door. (M/N) looked back at Jay, leaning his elbows on Jay's hospital bed.

"So what's up?"

"What's up? What's up is your journal."

"Straight to the point, I like it."

"Straight to leaving no context, I hate it."

Jay laughed, running his fingers through his hair. "I really need a shower."

"Don't go changing the subject. I have questions."

"And I'll have answers."

"First off, Kita? Really?"

"What can I say? I couldn't help myself. Found him on the street, he was alone. Fell for him, but you know, couldn't always protect him."

"Like you couldn't protect yourself?"

"You mean you?" He flinched.

"No, you saved me. Multiple times, I mean you. You're more hurt than me."

Jay smiled, "You're one of a kind."

(M/N) gagged, "Don't act like you love me." He stuck his tongue out at Jay, "I read your journal. I'm not an idiot."

"You sure about that?"

(M/N) smacked Jay's head, "Keep talking and I'll put you back in a coma."

"Yeah, yeah, yeah. I know, you do have that power."

"Anyways, Alizer... the hell do you mean he's not my father? Who is (L/N) Aikana? Dexter, why would he be alive? You killed him-"

"Slow your roll. I can't answer those, you'll have to figure that out yourself. Use that tiny brain of yours. Stop being an idiot." Jay flicked (M/N)'s head, "Even some things I can't answer."

"Like how my mother is actually alive? What do you mean? How do you know that?"

"Ah, I see you burned the book like I said. That's good. Although, it's hard to explain. Some things aren't meant to be answered right away, you'll find out eventually."