Stop Using Me {suna x uke male}

book 2 chp: 24

⚠️NOTES:
bold= m/n's actual thoughts
italics=past
italics/underline=his thoughts in the memory ⚠️

~~14 years ago~~
m/n is 7
⚠️tw for this memory: blood, torture, a bit of starvation, neglect⚠️

Alizer grabbed the back of (M/N)'s neck, yanking him as his neck popped. He was forced to look into Alizer's eyes with his body being slightly bent.

"You have two weeks to learn the piano, to sing and to dance for two upcoming missions for a parent in the kid's music contest's I've signed you up for."

(M/N) didn't even get to respond before Alizer began to squeeze his neck before dragging him into a room. He shoved (M/N), the boy hit his body into the piano. Already feeling a giant bruise form into his hip and side.

"Sit on the bench." Alizer commanded. (M/N) rubbed his side, he took one step forward before he was grabbed by his hair and forced to sit. "You're too slow!"

He put some sheet music on for (M/N) to learn, (M/N) couldn't even read music. He stared at the music, all it did was jumble in his mind as he couldn't understand a single thing.

"Will... Will you tell the keys at least?"

"No, figure it out on your own. For each note you get wrong, I'm slamming the cover on your fingers. You move, and I'll do more. Make a sound, I'll do more. You will not eat, you will not sleep, you will not drink until you've mastered playing the piano. I'll explain what you'll be doing later when you sing and dance."

(M/N) looked at the first note, and then the piano keys. He didn't know which key he pushed, but all he knew it was wrong because Alizer slammed the cover on his hands.

There was a loud crack, (M/N) quickly turned his head and bit onto his shoulder to not let out a single sound. Tears blurred his eyes, he blinked and it was gone.

"Don't use your shoulder."Alizer smacked the back of his head. He lifted the cover, "Try again."

It had been two and a half days, (M/N) no longer felt his fingers, so each time he messed up, it didn't hurt. His fingers were black and purple, blood scattered across the keys from his fingers and fingertips.

They heard the door open, but (M/N) continued to play the piece. There were no mistakes, everything tied together and it actually sounded like he knew what he was doing. (M/N) in fact, did not know what he was doing. He just memorized the keys his fingers touch, not the notes or sound, nothing but the keys.

"Woah- big brother you're so awesome! I want to learn to play the piano too!"

(M/N) flinched at Jinx's voice, he messed up a key. He quickly retracted his hands before they were smashed, he couldn't allow Jinx to see him weak.

Alizer glared at (M/N), but then smirked at Jinx.

"I can teach you." He began walking to the girl who looked happy to learn.

(M/N) quickly got off the piano bench, running towards Jinx and grabbing her before Alizer could.

"(M/N) you get back here! You won't fucking leave until you've perfected the piano!"