Stop Using Me {suna x uke male}

book 2: chapter 1

recap of the last chapter in book one:

(M/N)'s hands slowly dropped to his stomach, head rotating down. Blood pouring out of it. He looked up and knew who fired the gun, his eyes going straight to Aran.

"You said it was personal, didn't you?"

"Son of bitch..." He weakly chuckled, "You really do have the balls to kill me. And I just saved your life."

He rotated his head back, his body weight going to the balls of his feet. Causing him to fall backwards into the water.

"NO!" Suna shouted.

Running to the edge, but he saw nothing. The twins held him back from jumping in after him.

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"Suna!" Kita shouted, "You need to calm down!"

"No! No I won't calm down!" He shouted back, his walls breaking.

The mere thought of (M/N) dead made him miserable, it made him break. Tears were already streaming down his face. No one had ever seen him like this.

He elbowed both twins in the stomach, they let him go and hunched over. Suna stumbled up, running to the ledge.

"Don't you dare!" Kita yelled, but it was too late Suna dove into the water.

Kita cursed, surprising everyone, "You guys go after the fucking guy (M/N) shot out of that tree." They nodded, "I'll go after Suna and make sure he's okay."

With that they all separated.

Kita loved Suna, but there was no way he was jumping from that high of a place.

Suna's hand touched the cold water before him. He paid no mind to it, for the first time the cold water didn't bother him, because his mind was somewhere else.

His eyes stung from the freshwater mixing in with his salty tears. He was still crying underwater. He continued to swim downwards, eyes looking around.

He hoped to see a body, but there was nothing. Not even a trail of blood. The current wasn't strong so there was no way it could've already picked up (M/N) and took him away.

But what if it did?? How long did the twins hold me?? Where is he?? Why can't I find him?? He can't... I need him.

He felt the urge to scream bubble up. The urge to cry and cry. He was panicking. He saw a group of fish swimming towards him, eyes widening to see the man eater fish. Piranhas.

He began to swim away from them, his speed underwater was a bit slower. He pulled out his dagger, whenever a piranha got close he would slice it in half. It distracted the fish for a bit as they went to the blood smell.

What if the piranhas got to him?

He gasped, choking on water. He began to swim upwards, he felt his lungs closing in. He reached the surface, gulping in air. He turned, preparing to fight the fish again, he would do everything he could to find (M/N).

He went back under, only to be pulled right back up as soon as he did. When his head hit the air a second time, he began to thrash like a child. Trying to get out of the hold. He didn't turn to see who it was, he didn't care. He felt them take a piranha off of his thigh, now feeling the pain since his adrenaline was wearing off.

"No! No! Let me go!" He sobbed, "I have to save him."

He felt his feet hit dry land, his heels digging into the mud he created. He still struggled, he needed to get out of the hold.