Stop Using Me {suna x uke male}

book 2 chp: 33

Suna made it back to the mansion, it was no wonder no one found the mansion. They were quite hidden, the one's that people find or see are one of many headquarters.

Deadly Dragons were quite big, branched out over Japan in different cities and even so across the world. The main headquarters was quite hard to find without jumping into the piranha invested water.  

Suna first went to (M/N)'s office, knowing the slightly shorter male will be there.

The two guards -one being Hiroto as he's (M/N)'s personal guard. It seems (M/N) is actually the one to protect him and not the other way around- and a different male besides the one before. (M/N) must've changed it when he heard what happened to Suna.

"Sir." The two said simultaneously, not looking him in the eye as they parted.

Suna nodded, humming and opening the door. He saw (M/N) hunched over and his desk. He wasn't working on anything, he looked more exhausted than before. His head tucked in his arms as his eyes were up and staring at Suna.

He barely had the energy to shift and smile at his lover. Suna's heart clenched for (M/N), it brought him pain seeing (M/N) like this. Suna smiled at the strongest male, hoping to ease him that everything was okay.

Suna walked towards (M/N), standing behind his chair. He gently grabbed (M/N)'s chin and guided him to look up. Those (E/C) eyes always seemed to shine just for Suna and no one else.

Suna tilted his head down and gently kissed (M/N). Just like always, the male melted. He lifted his arms up -in an awkward position- and holding onto Suna as he kissed back. Suna finally released him, walking and standing next to him.

He pressed a tender kiss to (M/N)'s head. "Have you had a break yet?" Suna whispered his question.

(M/N) shifted, "It's hard without you." He admitted, looking away with a flushed expression.

Suna gave a smile, no matter how much it pained him. He wanted (M/N) to be better, but he really didn't know how to help him. How can you help someone who's so messed up in the head and has so much trauma from his past that he had forgotten? It's quite difficult.

"Come on, you've been working yourself to the bone." Suna tugged (M/N)'s hand.

(M/N) was hesitant, but he got up and followed after Suna. He stuck close to the taller male, his head resting on Suna's shoulder. Suna smiled at the trust, no one dared to stop them as they walked back to (M/N)'s room.

Which will soon be their shared room when Suna no longer has to go back to Inarizaki.

As soon as they made it back to the privacy of (M/N)'s room, said male stopped at the door. Suna looked at him wearily and waited patiently for (M/N) to speak.

(M/N) rubbed his hand up and down on his arm. He looked at Suna with an expression that screamed internal turmoil. He needed the rest, he knew that, but he couldn't help the struggle that if he rested he wouldn't fully be resting. Also that he was neglecting his leadership duties, struggling to not become like Alizer as that male raised him and the harsh environment was all he knew.

"I think... I think I should head back to my office." (M/N) finally spoke, "I have things to do."

Suna raised a brow, seeming unimpressed with the shorter male. He crossed his arms and something in Suna's gut was saying this wasn't going to go in a good direction. Whether he let (M/N) go or not.

"(M/N), Angel... that's not a good idea." Suna softly said, slowly walking closer to him.

"Why not? I do have things to do." He said.