Stop Using Me {suna x uke male}

book 2 chp: 43

Suna was pacing the meeting room, Jay and Kita in the room with him. Suna was cupping his chin in thought, heart pounding in his chest. His hearing was clouded by the static pulsing through his ear drums.

He was worried about (M/N).

"Suna," Jay calmly said.

Suna didn't hear Jay, eyes unfocused and thoughts all over the place. Where was (M/N)? Why has (M/N) been gone so long? What was (M/N) doing? Just (M/N). (M/N). (M/N). (M/N).

Jay grabbed both of Suna's shoulders, stopping the male from walking more. Suna glanced at Jay, he began looking around the room to find something else to focus on. Jay shook Suna a bit, the male looked back at Jay and sighed.

"Suna, (M/N) will be fine." He softly said.

"I know." Suna responded.

He always knows. (M/N) is the strongest person he knows. Physically, mentally and emotionally. Literally as well since he his Hidden Demon, feared around the world and a terrible killer.

"Then calm down."

Suna's lips twitched in a snarl. He suddenly felt how Mika felt every time Suna rolled his eyes and said those words. She would get pissy and hit Suna. He wanted nothing more than to punch Jay in the mouth for those useless words.

Jay seemed to get it, he winced as well. He hadn't meant to say those words, but that usually worked on (M/N). Then again, (M/N) never had anyone there for him, so Jay assumed that was the best way to comfort him.

Guess he was wrong because Kita also slapped the back of his head.

"I-I didn't mean it." Jay stuttered a bit.

Jay sighed out, he can't believe he stuttered. He was way stronger than Suna, but then again, he was (M/N)'s lover. Despite being best friends with said male, sometimes he feared (M/N), he enjoyed his life, he rather not lose it. Especially since he just got Kita back.

"Then what did you mean?" Suna snarled out.

Jay looked away, slowly letting Suna go. Suna missed the contact, it was the only thing keeping him focused. Mind from wandering to (M/N) and freaking out again, his heart couldn't take it.

"There's no need to get lost in your mind, okay?" Jay slowly began. "(M/N) is (M/N), he's strong headed and stubborn. Can't die. Won't die. He'll be back."

"When? It's been weeks." Suna sighed out, he just wanted (M/N) in his arms.

"I'm not sure. He's..." Jay hesitated, Suna raised an expectant eyebrow. Even Kita stepped forward, a bit nosey and wanting to hear. (M/N) was with him for a little over a year and even he knew nothing about the male. "He's taking care of something important. Yes, it does have to deal with Alizer. Yes, he's probably bringing him back. Who knows what's going to happen."

Suna licked the inside of his cheek. He tensed and felt his shoulders deflate at the same time. Jay's explanation was informative as it was vague. Suna felt defeated, hating not knowing things that involved his (M/N).

So, Suna went back to pacing. Nothing would officially calm the male until (M/N) was here. It shouldn't be taking this long, and he knows he should take into account of everything (M/N) does.

Taunting his prey. Laughing at the weak. Making people slowly bleed. Making them wish they were dead. People were toys to (M/N). Alizer was just a toy. So of course (M/N) would take longer, Suna just couldn't help but pace in worry anyways.

There was a knock on the door, Kita put a hand on Suna's shoulder to stop him from moving. Suna glanced at Kita, seeing his eyes on the door. Suna's amber gaze went to the door to seeing Jay opening the door.