Stop Using Me {suna x uke male}

book 2 chp: 17

not proof read correct if you see any mistakes

"Why should Suna save him?" Aran asked.

"And why are you stepping in for me?" Suna glanced at him, Aran expected a glare but never got one. "Last I checked he was telling me, not you."

"Listen, ask any question and I'll answer it." Jay decided to put an end to whatever argument might surface.

"How long as he been sleeping?"

"A week. I was making sure it was okay to leave. He controls how long he sleeps."

"Why does he all of sudden have a dragon tattoo?" Atsumu asked, resulting in Osamu smacking the back of his head.

Jay stood up at that, waving off some guns being pointed at him. Jay turned, lifting his shirt. They all saw the exact same tattoo (M/N) has on his back.

"(M/N), Koda and I had to sit through a back tattoo." Jay put his shirt down, "Per Alizer's punishment as a way to put us in our place. To show us who we remain loyal to and who we follow. A reminder to (M/N) that he's a Deadly Dragon and he should never fail again, or it'll be worse." He sat back down. "The only difference is (M/N) has red eyes on his dragon, I have black and Koda has white."

"Did it hurt?" Once more, Osamu smacked the back of his twin's head.

Jay snickered, "Hurt like a bitch. Koda had to stop every few seconds to take a deep breath, I had to take about a few breaks. (M/N) just laid there, closing his eyes and tapping the chair he was on. More than likely trying to sleep."

"Why does he have gloves?" Aran asked.

"That, I cannot answer." Jay looked away, not wanting to remember that day. "You should be proud of yourself, Aran. You gave him that bullet wound scar."

"What about this so-called other scar that he cut off in the video?" Aran pressed.

"That I also cannot answer. If you want an answer for either of those questions, you'll have to ask him yourself."

"When did he start smoking?" Osamu asked.

"For as long as I can remember." Jay cupped his chin in thought, "Maybe... like age 10? He only ever smokes when he's at the Deadly Dragon's, it's a coping mechanism so he doesn't completely lose his mind, not that it's helping."

"Why do you have a video?" Kita asked, leaning on his the table. His eyes blank, he wanted to steer the conversation to what mattered more.

Jay stared in his eyes for a few seconds, he looked away and sighed. "Alizer forced me to record everything around (M/N). There were times where he couldn't even trust (M/N) only because he was the Hidden Demon." He looked up, leaning back in his chair. Not really caring for how uneasy everyone felt. "All I ever did was sit back and watch what he did to (M/N), I couldn't step in."

"Why?" Suna asked.

"Because it would've been worse for (M/N)." Jay never took his eyes off the ceiling. "Any sign of weakness (M/N) would show was another day of no food, water or sleep. And he would have to train nonstop. That video was nothing compared to what (M/N) endured at a young age."

"Do you know what he's been through?"

"No." Jay gave a sad smile, "Sad isn't it? Everyone thought he was handed everything on a silver platter because he was the strongest. But no one truly knew anything."

"Did you?" Osamu asked.

"No. He kept everything to himself, didn't want others to know what was truly going on. He once told me 'If all they're going to see is a cold hearted monster who kills everything, then that's what they're going to see. I have no reason to prove myself to them.' After that I began to watch closely. I saw things no one else did. I wondered how he was able to keep moving, physically and mentally."