Stop Using Me {suna x uke male}

book 2 chp: 16

Jay walked to (M/N)'s room, taking a very deep breath before opening his door and walking in. Jay felt his heart hammering in his chest, he only hoped he wasn't going to wake him up or something.

"I'm going to go after him." Jay said, looking at the door.

"But he said not to follow." Koda cocked a brow.

"Yeah, well, I don't listen. Not only that, but I'm the only one (M/N) will allow to be near when he's like this."

"Then I'll come-"

"Did you not just hear me." Jay stared at Koda, "Leave him to me."

Jay looked around (M/N)'s room, he had clothes scattered around his floor, bed, chair and desk. He had his sheets messed up and there were multiple types of energy drinks crushed or thrown in his trash can. He cocked a brow, (M/N) was a clean freak so to see his room messy was making his heart clench.

He looked to see (M/N) standing on his balcony, his feet shifting from falling forward and backwards. His back tattoo seemed to shine brighter in the sun. Jay already saw (M/N)'s wrist wrapped, it was peeking out from his gloves.

Jay walked next to (M/N), looking up at the shorter male. (M/N) never took his eyes off from in front of him, he just put his hands behind his back.

"I don't think you've ever told Alizer about an injury he didn't know."

(M/N) smirked slightly. "I was only hit twice." He faced Jay, putting his finger in between his lips and pulled his cheek out, there was a cut. "I bit my cheek with my sharpest tooth so I could piss Alizer off." He dropped his cheek. "It was so worth it."

"He's going to kill you."

"Was he pissed off?"

"Highly."

"Then I'll die with no regrets."

He then faced back outwards, looking at the tree moving from the wind. He sighed.

"What are you thinking about?" Jay asked.

"The possibilities."

"Possibilities?"

"All the possibilities of where my father is. He dropped off the face of the earth two years after you tried to kill him." (M/N) pivoted on the balcony jumping off of it and walking in his room.

"When was the last time you slept?" Jay asked, following him.

(M/N) grabbed a random energy drink on his desk, chugging it and crushing it before throwing it behind him. The crushed can landed on the top of the mountain of empty cans.

"How long have I been back?"

"Almost three months, why?"

"Then... almost three months. Last time I slept was the night before they found out I was the traitor."

He pulled a cigarette out of his pocket, putting it in his mouth and looking at a map on his desk.

"WHAT?! How the fuck are you functioning."

"I've been through worse." He went to grab his lighter, looking at every dot he's drawn.

He flicked it, trying to get his lighter to work, he tried a few more times. His thumb going down quickly, he cursed. He threw his lighter at his wall, the lighter shattered. He reached behind him grabbing two of his dagger's and put the blades to the cigarette, quickly clashing them together as the sparks lit his cigarette.

He grabbed the map, things flying across his room but he paid no mind. Going to the right corner of his bed frame.

"(M/N), maybe you should take a break." He followed after the male.