Stop Using Me {suna x uke male}

chp: 56

(M/N) kept his eyes on the ceiling. One arm behind his head as he rested on it, the other wrapped around Suna. Who in fact, was asleep. Suna shifted a bit, mumbling something in his sleep that (M/N) couldn't make out, but because Suna moved, (M/N) went stiff. He hoped Suna would not wake up and see him awake.

Suna just subconsciously pulled (M/N) closer, holding onto him tighter. Not wanting to let go.

(M/N)'s eyes went to Suna's face, tracing everything about him. Memorizing what Suna's face looked like in the dark, one last time.

He looked away before Suna could feel his eyes on him and wake him up.

Instead, he looked at the clock. 4:14am. He sighed, he would leave around 9, which meant he would wake up at 8, since he knew Suna wouldn't want him to leave.

He shifted a bit, wrapping both arms around Suna. Kissing the top of his head, "Everything will be okay..." He mumbled as he buried his head in Suna's hair. Closing his eyes as tried to sleep the rest of the night.

He listened to the calm sound of the rain hitting the balcony window. He never once used that balcony.

But soon, the constant beat of the rain drops lured him to sleep. He tightened his hold on Suna, they both didn't want to let go, they wanted to hold onto each other for as long as they could.

(M/N) was only half asleep, there was something that was keeping half of his mind up. A queasy feeling in his stomach, he just couldn't put his finger on it. He could hear the outside world, he could still feel Suna, he could use all his senses except sight.

He opened his eyes groggily as he felt Suna's hand travel to his shoulder, holding onto his shoulder as he pulled himself even closer to (M/N). All while he was asleep, (M/N) looked down at him.

He sighed and then smiled, "This is all for you."

And he was able to fully fall asleep after that, he still had Suna for a few more hours. That's all he needed.

He dreamt of nothing but the inaccurate future.

Morning rolled around, his alarm going off. He snapped his eyes open and quickly put his hand out and turned it off. He looked down to see Suna moving, hoping the alarm didn't wake him up, but he sighed a bit and left his head in (M/N)'s neck.

(M/N) had felt relief at that, he slowly grabbed Suna's hands, gently prying them off of his body. He removed his legs very carefully from Suna's legs, Suna began to move, causing the shorter male to hold his breath.

He watched as Suna's eyebrows furrowed, his nose scrunched and (M/N) was afraid he had woken him up. The male stayed asleep. He gentle closed his eyes, sighing that maybe he could leave without waking Suna.

He went to his bathroom, deciding to take a quick shower, he didn't want to look like shit when he would be taken away. He washed his hair, scrubbed his body, rubbing his eyes as he hoped to get rid of some of the tiredness. Once out, he looked in the mirror, his (E/C) eyes looked rather dull and tired. He hummed to himself, brushing his hair and teeth, as he adjusted the towel on his waist.

He had his hands on the counter, looking down as he spit into the sink. Cleaning his mouth, then putting his hands back on the counter. His thoughts being clouded by everything, he coughed to clear his thoughts. Removing his hands from the countertops and running his fingers through his wet hair as he looked up, making eye contact with himself. He pointed to the mirror.

"It's time." I'm still good looking, at least...

He walked out of the bathroom, grabbing the duffel bag he packed last night, having some weapons and an extra pair of clothes. He turned to face his bed, to look at Suna one last time, but froze. He was slowly sitting up, groggily rubbing his eyes as he looked around. Yawning as he looked at (M/N).