Kakashi x Yamato

Chapter 20

Fireworks decorated the sky, so many beautiful and colorful ones up there, it was hard to take off your eyes from such a sight.

-"okay?"- Yamato replied, taking his attention away from the sky and listening to Kakashi-"what is it that you want to tell me?"

-"okay Kakashi, you can do this, Don't be nervous, do not stutter, do not stutter, do not stutter..." – Kakashi was trying his best to calm himself down but was doing a poor job of it –"just what the hell is wrong with me..."

Yamato noticed in Kakashi's eyes he was trying to say something but was too nervous to do so -"is everything okay?"-Yamato asked, and took Kakashi's hand in his ones –"you seem kinds different these days, anything wrong?"

Kakashi looked at their hands then at Yamato in the eyes, it was fascinating how well Yamato knew Kakashi, and how his just one touch calmed him down, bring him back to earth again –"of course, I've known him for such a long time, why would I be nervous? After all, he is Tenzo... my Tenzo... alright!"

-"yes, everything's just okay"-Kakashi said

Yamato nodded and smiled, and so Kakashi started talking

-"yesterday when you were gone I was thinking about all of the possible choices of the gifts for you, I wanted to give you something special for today since it was your... I mean 'our' first firework festival together, and I wanted something to make this day rememberable, but I was all out of ideas and didn't know what to do, I was pissed off at myself for not being able to come up with anything, that you'd like, I got up and started to look at our village from the window, I saw a lot of people passing by, kids playing around and after some time I saw Asuma and Kurenai walking together, holding their hands, they were going to different stores and they even went to children's clothing shop, I assume they've got some news for us but that's not what I'm trying to say... When they left a shop they looked so happy together, they were enjoying themselves, smiling at each other and just looking at them and their love would make your heart melt. After that, I started thinking about us and how much we love each other. I started thinking about our love. I don't remember the exact day when I fell in love with you when I try to remember it feels like, I've always loved you, sounds stupid but it's true. And when I heard that you actually had feelings for me, that was the best day of my entire life. You remember right? I rushed towards you and was looking for you everywhere until I found you and confessed my feelings.

You have no idea how much my heart raced every time I'd see you back in the days. And till this day when you are gone for a mission and come back, my heart still races like crazy.

Sometimes I even get so far into my head that I forget anything else exists. You are the person I love with all my heart, you are the one who really sees what a mess I sometimes can be, or how moody I can get, sometimes even how hard I am to handle but you are always there for me and still want me, even at my worst. Honestly, I never knew someone would end up liking me this much. You are the only person I can't walk away from even if I know I have to.

I've fallen for your smile which makes me giddy for no reason at all, I've fallen for your laugh which is so contagious. I love when we make jokes and days later when I remember them I still laugh. I can't even describe how much better you make my day, even if I was at my worst a minute ago. I like how I get to spend with you every single second and yet you still leave me wanting more.

I absolutely love that feeling whenever you are curled up in my arms, it just feels so right. You feel like home to me a single greatest place where I can truly relax, the warm and gentle comfort.

I can't even explain how good it feels to look up across the room and see you there. Sometimes I like to wake up randomly at night just to see your face and know that I'm right where I'm supposed to be.