-Jaydas p.o.v.--later that day-
"Hey, you reached my voicemail leav-"
"Ugh!" I groaned as Erica didn't pick up....again! I've called her five times and each time I've been sent straight to voicemail! What the hell is she doing? She hasn't spoken to me since before I go into the lunch line at school and none of the cheerleaders were on the field today. 7th hour is my "do whatever" hour.
My phone started raining and I looked down to see Erica's caller ID. I quickly answered it.
"Why the hell haven't you been answering-"
"Omg girl! Get over yourself" I heard Lulu say. Did Erica butt dial me?
"You're right. Okay, so what's the plan?" Erica asked and I heard shuffling.
"So, when we get to the place just walk in and he'll know who you are" Lulu said and silence took over.
"Make your boobs show more jeez girl, if you're going for sexy at least play the part better" Lulu said and I furrowed my eyebrows. Is she cheating on me?
"Again you're right" she said.
"How's this?" She asked.
"Pretty hot" lulu said and laughed.
"What? I'm just saying, if I was gay I would be all over you right now, mmm" lulu said and I heard shuffling.
"Hi, I'm Erica" Erica said nicely.
"I'm Hunter, might I add you look beautiful" 'Hunter' said
"Awe, you're too sweet" she said. Why is she out with another guy? I'm her girlfriend! I'm her mate!
'She clearly doesn't want us' Midnight said enraged and upset.
'We don't know that Midnight' I said and she stayed quiet.
"So, what's your status? You single?" Hunter asked.
"Sure am" Erica said and tears sprung to my eyes. She told me she loved me....
"Sweet-" I hung up the call and whipped a few stray tears. I sighed and went to my laptop. I turned it on going to YouTube. I went to click on the search bar when I noticed a video that was recommended to me. I furrowed my eyebrows and clicked on it.
"Hi everybody! I'm Jayda Winters and I like to have sex with random people for money! Even my own father! If you don't like what you see I'll make it free! But wait I must have STDs because I'm a little whore" the girl in the video dressed exactly like me said. My breathing slowly quickened as I tried my best to hold back tears.
"No" I whispered.
"Everything was getting better" u whispered and quickly looked at who viewed it. Over 14 million people have already seen this! I scrolled through the comments to see so much hateful things.
'Shank!
Whore!
Slut!
Prostitute!' Just about anything you can think of it was right there in the comments. A new video showed up and I pressed play.
"Hey! Its Jaydas Winters again and I have a contest for everyone. If you want me to strip comment it below or if you want to have sex with me here's my number! Let's see how many views, comments and likes this can get! Whore out!" The video stopped. I burst into tears hyperventilating, I need release.
(WARNING: May cause triggers, don't read if you cannot handle it!)
I shot up from my bed going to my razor blades. I opened the box thank full they were still there. I placed the razor blade to my skin and slid it across quickly. Blood quickly beaded up in a thin line.
But it wasn't enough, I didn't realize till now how much I was holding back. I slashed at my wrist then slashed at my thighs and stomach wherever I could and after my arms, half my stomach and thighs were covered in bleeding cuts did I finally feel relieved.
I went into my bathroom and started the bath. I stripped of my clothes and eased my way in the cuts still bleeding. The blood mixed with the water and the cuts started stinging really badly but I didn't care.
I brought my knees up to my chest and started crying my eyes out. I closed my eyes thinking, wishing I was in a better place. Where I could be happy where I could be loved but then a thought occurred to me..no matter where I go everyone hates me, the world would be better off without me.
After an hour I got out of the bath wrapping a towel around myself going to my bedroom. The cuts finally stopped bleeding but I lost so much blood I felt weak and tired. I got dressed in my pajamas and laid down with one thing on my mind.
I'm worthless, no one cares about me.
I'm just done. I don't want to be here any longer.
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The alphas sister is my mate
Werewolf(GirlxGirl) Erica is the alphas sister of the Blue Moon pack. Erica is just your normal 17 year old werewolf. She goes to high school, has a part time job, is the co-captain of the cheer leading squad and the star quarter back is her boyfriend. Her...
