The alphas sister is my mate

Chpt. 26

-Erica's p.o.v.-

"I'm home!" I called through the front door. I walked around the corner towards the living room to see my mom, dad, brother and Eva.

"What's going on?" I asked slowly.

"Sweetie you might want to sit down" my mom said and I furrowed my eyebrows and sat down slowly.

"What is it?" I asked.

"This is really hard for me to tell you this but-"

"Please, just tell me" I said.

"Sweetie Jaydas committed suicide last night. Her aunt found her this morning at 5:15 not breathing" my mom said it felt like someone just stabbed me in the chest. Tears sprung to my eyes quickly but I held them back.

"What?" I asked my voice cracking.

"She overdosed on pills, and we found this on her phone and laptop" my mom said giving me the stuff. I watched every single video and read every signal text that was sent to her.

"Is she dead or-or-"

"We don't know, we haven't heard anything but she's at the nearest hospital" my mom said and helped me stand up as we made our way to the car and she drove to the hospital.

"Where is she?" I asked her aunt and uncle who were in the waiting room crying.

"We don't know" they said. I went to the counter.

"I'm here to see Jayda Winters" I said.

"I'm sorry only-"

"I don't care if I'm not family! Let me see her! She's my girlfriend!" I said and the lady nodded. She took us to her room and I broke down crying when we entered the room. She was hooked up to a ventilator and looked as pale as a ghost. I leaned onto my brother closing my eyes tightly clenching my chest as pain erupted and spread through my body. My wolf whimpered and cried as we looked at our mate. I slowly fell to the ground and he moved with me holding me close.

"Shhh, Erica it'll be okay" he whispered as he rocked me back and forth. A sob left my mouth and my hair fell over my face.

"It hurts! I can feel her pain, there's just so much, I don't know how to deal with it" I cried and he continued to soothe me. I glanced up to my dad to see pain flash in his eyes but I slowly stood up and walked to her bed. I grabbed her hand tightly in mine.

"Please come back to me. I can't lose you Jayda you're my other half" I sobbed. After another ten minutes of crying I stopped. I whipped my face and death glared my father.

"I hope you're happy. You never wanted her to be my mate and now? You got your way, now I don't have one. So, yea hope you're happy you son of bitch!" I said to him and stormed out of the room.

-later--the next day-

I sat quietly just staring at Jayda as she laid in her hospital bed. I leave for two weeks, two fucking weeks and I return to find out my mates on her death bed. I warned everyone what would happen if they didn't leave her alone.

Bullies sicken me! Why can't everyone just leave everyone alone. Those people who bully others, those people who treat others to badly that they feel the need to kill them self, are sick bastards and I blame their parents for raising them that way.

She's been hiding so much pain for who knows how long. My mate is the strongest person I've ever met. I love her so fucking much. Why doesn't she know this yet? Do I not say it enough?

Should I do something differently? How can I help her see life is worth living? How can I show her that she matters? She matters to me, she matters to my family. She matters and I hate the people who have made her believe she is nothing, she is something, she lightens up a room just by stepping in it.

I'm going to force the truth out of those sick people who did this!

I sniffed as I whipped the tears from my face. My brother, Eva, mom, her aunt and uncle came into the room.

"I think she's waking up" Eva said and a few seconds later Jayda sat up, looked around the room and burst into tears.

"Baby what's wrong?" I asked gettingnonto the bed. She looked me directly in the eyes.

"I'm alive is what's wrong! Why couldn't you guys just let me die?! Every fucking time I try to kill myself someone finds me! Why? Why can't you just let me die? I don't want to be here! Just let me die!" She cried making me cry.

"No" I choked out shaking my head.

"J can't lose you Jayda" I said with sad eyes. She glared at me coldly.

"Yes, you can. Before you left you butt dialed me, you went out with some guy and told him you were single! Leave me alone!" She said and pushed me away. I butt dialed her? It isn't what she thinks. I have to fix this.

"Jayda-"

"Leave! I don't want to see you!" She yelled at me. I started sobbing and ran from the room.

"Erica!" I heard my brother run after me. I reached the lobby when I stopped running and he caught up to me.

"She doesn't want me, oh my gosh what have I done? This is all my fault!" I sobbed having trouble breathing.

"Breathe Erica, breathe" he said grabbing my hands. I shook my head.

"She hates me Landon! Did you see the way she looked at me? How she treated me? This is all my fault! Its my fault the bullying in our school happened again! Its my fault she hates me! This is all my fault!" I sobbed. He wrapped his arms around me tightly almost suffocating me. Slowly, my breathing went back to normal and he released his hold on my.

"Calm down" he said and I took a few deep breaths.

"Now, explain to me what she was talking about back there with the whole butt dialing thing" he said and I nodded.

"Well..."