~𝔼𝕞𝕡𝕒𝕥𝕙𝕪- my poems!~

Autumn Leaves

Autumn is a perfect season for having some warm tea

So won't you come and have some with me?

It's not a perfect day, but I won't complain

Even if the sky is cloudy, I'll sing in the rain

Under my feet, autumn leaves keep on crunching

They're not at all annoying, they're kind of entertaining

Crunch, crunch, as I walk slowly on

Crunch, crunch, I'll sway to the beat, sing my song

Constantly, even if life is hard, I'll always keep my song in my mind

So, because of that, even if you hate me, you'll soon be mine

You're not my choice, criticizing others as they're dreaming

Please, understand my meaning

Don't run after me anymore, let me sing my own song

Let me go back to the leaves, I haven't been there in so long

Too much of this spotlight will burn my eyes

I'm taking a break from love, you guys!

Back in my cold yet warm season, what do I do?

I'm not sure if this is love, or if I just miss you

So won't you come to my little pagoda in my pleasing dream, sit with me

I have so many issues with my autumn, but I'll shut up and drink some tea

Cuddle closer, you're afraid, I can see, and I'm sad

Why would you treat me like I'm so bad?

I'm just a sweet, soft, sensitive girl, with lovely dreams

I let you go, my dream shatters, I can't go back, by no means

Truly, I've always wondered what love was, but I see I was mistaken

If someone wants me, I'll just say I'm already taken

Pick up the glass pieces of my shattered autumn dream, one piece draws me in

It's an unbothered little leaf, and near it, some of its kin

I twirl it between my fingers, and wonder why it survived

Maybe, with just these small remnants, can my dream be revived?

With my faded wishes, and bold dreams still in my heart

I'll hit the button once more, restart

If my life was always like a romance drama, I wouldn't be human

We suffer, and there's no need to be fuming

Look, if you're so annoyed that I'm constantly positive, then go away

I'm not going to have any loser bullies ruining my day

Well, let's drink some more tea, and change the subject

Loving everyone, well, that's a hard prospect

Don't get me wrong, I may be inhumanly sweet, but I'm also a wasp when I'm annoyed

I have this weird tendency to hurt others when I'm mad that you may want to avoid

I constantly orbit you, just call me your sweet little moon

Hopefully my healing dream won't call me back too soon!

Crunch, crunch, together the sound is nice

Crunch, crunch, because you're here, we can sing twice

My song's in my heart, yours in my head

Together, our love will never be dead

The emotions in the parentheses I've kept from anyone who accepts my wishes

Float back to me, so many, like the biblical fishes

I wonder, why do I cry so much when I'm in love?

Could it be there truly is someone seeing my feelings, far above?

I really do wonder...

My dream breaks once more and I wake up

Even if it takes forever to find the love in my dream, I'll never give up

With my song, my 'theme' still in my head

I'll search for love, hopefully I find it before I'm dead