deep in my heart, it blooms
not a flower but a weed
crushing everything in its path.
she looks prettier than me
she is smarter than me
she has more friends than me.
my heart burns inside at this
i despise feeling inferior, and so-
forgive me- i take it out on myself.
i must become prettier than her.
i must become smarter than her.
i must have more friends than her.
this weed consumes my heart, and snakes up
moving to conquer my tongue and my eyes
all i see is jealousy, all i speak is jealousy.
it's destroying me.
no one will help me.
i'll die like this, alone and unloved.
my body is consumed by jealousy
my soul is hollow now
all i can think about is superiority
i have to be better than her.
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~𝔼𝕞𝕡𝕒𝕥𝕙𝕪- my poems!~
Poesíaempathy (noun)- the ability to understand and share the feelings of another. these are some of my poems! i'm so glad to share them with you! i hope you enjoy. warning- some of these are more rant/dark poems so do be aware of that before you read. th...
