You've lived your life with two kids by your side only for two strange men to come and spice it up as they barge into your past secrets and build weird connections to you.. (if you tell me to update the book my updates might be a lil faster:/)
I slowly opened my eyes, fluttering them slowly. I move my head a bit only feeling something under me. It felt like someone's chest I was laying on. I then felt an arm on my back wrapped around my waist, I slowly looked up only to see Illumi under me. I quickly sat up, now sitting on top of Illumi, I quickly checked the inside of my shirt feeling on my body, I was trying to see if any marks were left on me, I wasn't drunk but these killers are silent as hell at night.
"What are you doing?" Illumi asks, looking at me calmly. "Making sure nothing happened while I was asleep" I stopped checking and looked at illumi. "Nothing happened, we all went to sleep after 1 in the morning". I yawned tiredly. "What time is it?" "Maybe 2pm?". "Ah, well where's the clown?". "Taking a shower". "Hm.... So this is the last day until the plan goes down eh?". Illumi just responded with a "yep". "What are you gonna do after it's over?" I asked, honestly I was a bit curious about what they would do after this thing is over. "I'll keep doing my missions and getting my rewards for it, and you?"
I don't really know, I've never really had a goal, but to be better than what I was in the past, but after that nothing. "I don't know" I said. "Maybe you should come with me", illumi said as if he had been wanting to say this. "What do you mean come with you?" I said. "Be by my side wherever I go". Illumi slowly took his hand and intertwined his with mine, I tilted my head a bit. "Illumi, baby, do you have a crush on me?" Illumi let go of my hand now. "So you mean to tell me it's been four days, and you've developed feelings for me?" "No...well I don't really want to have these feelings, I think they're unnecessary"
"Illumi you can have feelings for somebody and do your working assassin business". "Assassins aren't supposed to obtain feelings for anyone, it's only a waste of time and extra piece of work". "Well...it doesn't have to be", "isn't unconditional love required?". He said as if he was interrogating me. "Yes I think? But in my eyes it doesn't have to be unconditional, it just has to be enough I guess". "And attention?" He said. "Well yes but I guess it depends on who you date", "having a lover is too much work, adding on. I took my hand and caressed illumi's cheek.
"I mean I can't tell you if it is, I've never been in one, well a real one adleast". "I bet but, What do you mean?". Ah yes back to the past we go. "Weeeeeeell when I was about 10, I had a partner, they were a boy but some of their features made them look like a girl, they're hair was kind of long and they had the cutest chubby cheeks.". Illumi made a "mhm" sound. "Well we met at a garden festival, only because I snuck out, but anyways we met and hung out and I really liked him, but I caught him kissing another girl , it hurt my little 10 year old heart,but it's in the past" I laughed a bit.
"A very childish story," Illumi said, looking away. "Yea I guess, but hey if you're an assassin you should be able to do that as well". I got up from illumi's lap now kissing his head and walking to the bathroom door. I knocked and asked Hisoka how long he would be there. The door had opened to Hisoka in a towel brushing his teeth, I looked over seeing the mirror fogged up and his hair wet. Must've taken a shower. "Oh my bad I'll-", Hisoka grabbed my hand and pulled me in closing the door. "I just came here to brush my teeth". Hisoka passes you the toothpaste and a toothbrush
I grabbed the items thanking him awkwardly -few minutes later-
I finished brushing my teeth along with Hisoka as well. I put the items back and started heading out. I was going to leave until Hisoka held my chin and had our lips touch each other's now. I laid my hands on his chest. I could taste the mint from him. I covered my mouth, "you kissed me". "It was a pleasure, I will say I'm a bit jealous". I glared at Hisoka. He took his hand and caressed my face gently, "Illumi gets you all to himself".
I moved Hisoka's hand away from my face, agitated. "1 I'm not for Illumi and 2 I'm not just somebody that's for somebody else, dude we're...'friends', if you can only see me as I belong to Illumi then I definitely don't need to be around you", "your so funny, I know your not but it's just funny seeing you in so much defense". I looked at hisoka rolling my eyes, but it seems my eyes ended up on his...body, Hisoka is too fine , that's crazy. "Hey put some clothes on". I said, "are you sure? You can touch, observe, inspect...all you want".
"Hisoka you're not wearing any cloooothes, moooove". Hisoka moved out of the way, letting me go. I walked out and sat on the couch, I looked over to see Illumi on the balcony talking on the phone. "Would Illumi even be a good partner? Especially to me? Would he even know how to care for somebody? I wonder who he'll marry in the future, hehe I wonder how that'll be like...I wonder -imagination of Y/n and Illumi in next chapter-
Author's Note: Heyy I know I been gone but I had no ideas at first anyways I need a damn manager to help me, ignore my weird drawing at the top:/
Uhh some of y'all didn't say y'all love me back, it's saying a lot (hehe I'm in school)
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