I don't want to lose you

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I throw my bags into the car and head to the airport. This weekend is Imola. I have to sit on a plane with lando...great. I meet up with Charlotte before he flight.

C-hey girl, how are you?

Y/n-ye okay I suppose

C-where is lando

Ohh she dosent know about it ehm I mean we arnt officially broke up so I'm just going to leave it

Y/n-oh I don't know

C-oh okay anyway so how was Monaco?

Y/n-it was great being back to see all my family and friends. I loved it

C-ye I bet you did, right come on let's get onto the plane.

We get our tickets out and board the jet. I take my seat down the back. I look around lando isn't here yet. I take out my book and start to read. Then I hear his voice. I look up and he walks in with Jon. He has a gentle smile on his face and so dose Jon. They got along so well. When his eyes catch mine his eyebrows drop and his smile fades. Jon takes his seat near the middle of the plane. Lando usually would sit with me but he thought better and opted to sit opposite Jon.

I look around to see where Charlotte is, she walks down the isle and sees lando sitting with Jon. She looks over at me confused then walks towards me and sits next to me.

C-something wrong?

Y/n-ehm no why?

C-you and lando are usually inseparable why isn't he sitting with you?

Y/n-oh I'm not sure. He was laughing when he came in with Jon so he probably wanted to continue that conversation

C-yes probably

We sit down and read our books. The lads talk. It's not exactly a big jet so everyone can kind of hear everything. I couldn't exactly make out what the lads were saying but it didn't seem like a funny conversation, their tone was flat.

The plane lands and we get our bags and get onto the bus and head to the hotel...crap. I forgot. Now that me and lando are a couple we get one room between the two of us.

I'm last off the bus so I'm last into the lobby, by the time I'm up at the desk to take my key everyone has gone to their rooms. I get my key and turn around. He is standing in the corner waiting for me.

L-hey

Y/n-uhh hi

L-I am going to try and book another room

Y/n-no there is no need I will go and stay with Arthur in his room. There is no need to make a big deal of things

L-okay if your sure?

Y/n-ye I'm sure

L-did you tell Charlotte about our situation?

Y/n-no did u tell Jon

L-no but he can sense something is wrong

Y/n-oh, well are you going to tell him?

L-he is going to find out eventually, especially if we continue acting like this

Y/n-like what?

L-being awkward and avoiding each other

Y/n-oh ye I never thought of that

L-what should we do?

Y/n-I don't know, maybe just leave it and if people ask questions just say we are to busy to be together all the time, something like that