I feel landos arm on my shoulder.
L-babe are you ok what are u doing out here it's 3am.
Y/n-ye I'm fine I'm just thinking, I couldn't sleep so I went for some air
L-what are you thinking about?
Y/n-everything, about Harvey...how will I cope, will I be a good mother, will I ever be back to f1...it sounds selfish I know
L-no it dosent, not at all. I get it f1 is your life and you will be an amazing mum, you already are. Look we won't be perfect but is any parent?
Y/n-I guess your right
L-we will learn as we go and we have so much friends and family around us to help and when it comes to getting you back to f1...let me help with that, in fact I will get a whole group of people to help. You won't be on your own...ever
Y/n-thank you I really appreciate it, I needed to hear that
L-you will be back to f1 by the start of the next season and ready to win, I know you and I know how driven you are, no one trains harder than you so just give it time...now come on you need some sleep
He takes my hand and we walk up to our room to see Harvey still fast asleep. Lando tucks me in and gets in beside me.
Y/n-I love you
L-I love you too, now please get some sleep you will be better tomorrow
Y/n-yes your right
————next morning————
I wake up to the gentle sunrise peeping through the curtains. I look beside me to see Harvey still asleep but just as I get up he wakes up. He didn't cry, he didn't make a noise he just looked up at me with his bright blue eyes. I picked him up but still...nothing I felt nothing. I couldn't tell lando that.
I look back to see lando still asleep, I quietly carry Harvey out to the living room. I hold him on my hip as I warm up a bottle for him. Just as he sees it he starts to cry a little.
Y/n-it's ok I know your hungry just two seconds.
I sit in the couch and feed him and he instantly stops crying.
L-morning, how long are you up
Y/n-only about five minutes
L-oh wow, want me to make some breakfast?
Y/n-oh that would be amazing thank you
L-so how are u feeling today
Y/n-a little better I guess, I mean he isn't crying with me anymore
L-see I told you he doesn't hate you, you were just tired
Y/n- haha ye I guess, sorry
L-no need to be sorry you went through allot the past couple days
Y/n-do you think he will be in f1 when he is older
L-who...Harvey!?
Y/n-yes
L-now look who is getting ahead of themselves
Y/n-ye I guess...ahaha
that was the first time a genuine smile was on my face
L-but I mean with parents like us, he definitely will be, he has the fastest genes to exist
Y/n-yes definitely
L-if he dosent make it, there is no hope for any of us
Y/n-very true
L-here breakfast is ready
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FanfictionY/N Leclerc, Charles Leclerc's younger sister and Aurthers twin sister is last years f2 runner up who has gotten the opportunity of a lifetime to race in F1 with mclaren. Will meeting her new teammate Lando Norris be a blessing or a curse. Will she...
