CHAPTER 43 INSECURITIES

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Everything was going great until I saw Noah's interaction with Charlotte, and my entire mood soured. He obviously has something going on with her why else would his eyes change while he stared at her and worse, I am sitting right next to him.

She's obviously not an ex like I thought, does he want to be with her? Is that some weird wolf signal to say, 'let's fuck?'. Afterall, I did see her go after him while I was with his mom, and they were gone for quite a while. Of course, why would he not be attracted to her, look at her she's beautiful! She is obviously a wolf, which mean she has all the qualities that I don't have, and I will never have.

I can't believe I was so stupid to believe that this fantasy could work. Who the hell was I kidding did I really believe that somehow, I was going to waltz into Idaho and find some fucking billionaire, fall in love and live happily ever after like I'm some Disney princess? This is real life Taylor, shit like this doesn't happen to people like you. Take your head out the clouds!

"Excuse me I need to use the restroom, Emma can you direct me to it please?" I say as I take my purse and I get up from the table. I can feel Noah's eyes on me, but I don't look his way.

He gets up and says "Emma, I will take Taylor to the restroom." I look at him then at Charlotte who sits staring at me and the anger in me has reached its peak. Without acknowledging Noah, I turn and walk toward the house as he walks in silence behind me.

Once inside, I turn to him and say "take me home now, please, I want to go home now Noah. You know what you don't have to take me home you can stay here and enjoy the company you have here. Just get someone to take me back to my kids and you can go to fucking hell. As matter of fact fuck you, fuck all of this! I am calling an uber" and I retrieve my phone from my purse.

He walks up to me coolly and with an expressionless facial expression hen takes the phone from my hand. "Stop acting like a fucking child Taylor". I look at him like he had two heads, he has some nerve using that tone with me.

"You are right I am acting like a fucking child. I actually believed you I believed in all this, exactly like a naïve child would do" I say backing away from him.

"Do you think I am a thing to be played with, Noah? Did you fuck Charlotte while you had me walking around like a fucking fool meeting people? I saw your eyes while you were looking at her, you were sitting right next to me I saw you. Did you take me here to humiliate me? Why bring me here if your intentions were to fuck someone else?" he doesn't respond to me.

I turn around to walk out the house to the front yard where we were dropped off earlier, maybe I can find one of the guards to take me back home. He tries to hold on to me, and I push him away "don't touch me, I'm fucking done. This isn't real, none of this is real. I am done and I want to go home now" and the tears are at the brink of falling, but I push them back.

"Where can I find the bathroom?" I say but do not look into his eyes, I fear I will breakdown in his presence. He points to the bathroom, and I take refuge inside and lock the door behind me.

NOAH'S POV

Why are women like this, they jump to conclusions based on problems that they create in their own minds. The woman that I have spent every single night since we met, wrapped tight in my arm, I just watched her go off. I am standing here not sure how this escalated so horribly, and so quickly. How the hell did she come to these conclusions, based on one look. Yes, she saw me communicate with Charlotte, but that was a mere warning to Charlotte to back off.

Taylor has decided that it's because I want Charlotte in my bed, how did that go south so horribly bad? Now she is crying inside the fucking bathroom and won't come out. Is this how she's going to on impulse, jump to conclusions without finding all the facts?

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