You ever been addicted to a person? It sucks. You ever been addicted to a person who doesn't want you back? That sucks more. When I speak to you I never feel like I have to try hard, I never feel like I have to think about what I'm saying, there's always laughter and we listen to each other and it's great. You opened up your home to me last night, a gesture I'm immensely grateful for as I was in need. Instantly welcomed with comfort. I don't feel out of place at yours, I don't feel like I don't belong. Hours were spent talking and listening and watching TV. I even felt comfortable enough eating in front of you. Something that doesn't always come easy to me. When it came time to go to bed you gave me a blanket, you gave me pillows, you made sure I had everything I needed and that I was comfortable. The second I put the blanket over me I could smell it. Have you ever loved the smell of something so much it was damn right addicting to you? That's what this was. It smelt like you. It brought me immense comfort as I slept not knowing how my living situation was going to turn out and worried of the outcome, it made me feel at peace. I don't know If it's your washing powder or if it's your smell or if it's a combination of the 2...but it's just such a comforting smell. I never want to stop smelling it.
