I hope that one day you find the courage to let him go. I hope one day you can talk to him and not feel the pain in your chest when you think about what could have been. I hope that one day you can hug him without trying to savour every fleeting moment of it, for the worry that it may be your last. I hope that one day your body won't feel so heavy and that you won't feel like something is missing. I hope you find the courage to move on, without ever getting the closure you really need, because your delicate little self would rather bask in what you think it is than hear the truth. I hope that one day the air you breathe suddenly seems lighter, and the sunshine seems brighter and you will smile and feel at peace and know that he no longer has this hold over you that seemed to be impossible to escape. I hope that one day you find your freedom.
