I wish that I could just let you go. But I can't. Something keeps me hanging on and I don't understand why. Sometimes I can go days, maybe even weeks without thinking about you...sometimes I spend everyday thinking about where It could have gone wrong.
It replays in my head over and over and it still just doesn't make sense. I don't understand how we went to talking about our future together to you standing over me abusing me, cheating on me with a minor, playing the victim. I don't think there's a world where I will ever truly understand.
