Do you want to know why it's so hard for me to let you go? I will not speak in poetry or riddles for this but be wholeheartedly truthful...I changed with you, and for you.
Now there is a version of me I will never get back. That bubbly sunshine girl is gone, now fluent in thunderstorms and cloudy skies. Grieving someone who is still alive like a tornado, memories surrounding me like the heavy wind. And the flashbacks hurt. I don't want to be hurt to grow stronger. I want that sunshine girl back, and I want her back before I want you.
