The Way It Burns - BbangNyu

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Wrapping his hands around the angels small waist, Sangyeon pulled him closer. Chanhee threw his arms around his boyfriends neck, separating their faces by only a few centimetres. They both smiled, brushing their noses against each other. They connected their icy blue eyes, not breaking the stare for several moments. 

"Perfect! That's it!" The photographer yelled, snapping the last couple pictures. "We've got everything we need!"

Chanhee immediately pulled away, that was so awkward. His relationship with Sangyeon was slowly improving, but this felt very unnatural.

"Do you want to see the photos?" Sangyeon asked, grabbing a hold of Chanhee's hand.

It was quite refreshing that he could his boyfriends hand without worrying about getting burnt. Though, relief could never beat the feeling of the demons touch, Chanhee liked the way it burns. His mind wandered to Younghoon, as he headed over to the photographer. Was he thinking about him? Did he crave the angel as much as he craved him? Or was he content? Could he move on, pretending like they never met? He really hoped that wasn't the case, he couldn't cope with that truth. 

The pictures looked amazing, Chanhee could hardly believe it was him in the photos. These engagement photos were going to be in every news article, magazine, and gossip website in the city. It was about to become very difficult to go anywhere without being recognized.

After the photo shoot, Chanhee spent the day exploring the beautiful castle, and the everything that surrounded it. He frolicked through the magical woodlands, picked flowers in the daisy field, and splashed around in the shimmering water of the lake. It was bliss, he didn't leave the city much, so this was a very nice change. He let all his worries go, just enjoying the peaceful atmosphere of the world around him. 

Around 6 pm, one of the fairies, who worked at the castle, retrieved Chanhee, to help him get ready for dinner. He needed to dress up, so he wore a white button up, with a lilac knitted jumper over it, white straight fit trousers, and a matching lilac beret. He didn't know what to expect from this evening, all he knew was that Sangyeon had planned it.

Heading downstairs, he was surprised when the fairy told him to go outside on his own. He was instructed to follow the path, but he got a bit nervous, since it was already dark. Chanhee shivered as he left the castle, looking around for where to go. Suddenly, a tiny flash of light appeared in front of his face, inspecting it closely, Chanhee saw it was a firefly. These creatures didn't live in cities, you could only find them in the country sides of freeland.

The small creature moved fast, zipping back and forth in front of Chanhee's face. He innocently stared at the creature, admiring the beauty of it's glow. "Do you want me to follow you?" He asked, which the firefly responded by landing on the angels nose. Looking down, Chanhee chuckled, bringing up his finger, he let the firefly crawl onto his hand. 

"Which way? There?" Chanhee said, pointing to the left. The firefly didn't move, so Chanhee pointed to the right. "This way?" The firefly frantically fluttered its wings, signalling a 'yes' to Chanhee.

He found it quite wondrous, communicating with the firefly. It's like they made up their own little language, he'd never done anything like this before. Continuing down the path, Chanhee kept asking the firefly for directions, and it kept leading him where he needed to go. Eventually, Chanhee's eyes lit up, but not from the fireflies glow. He saw a beautiful path of rose petals, leading to a candle lit table, where his boyfriend sat, right beside the lake.

The firefly bids its goodbye by whizzing around Chanhee one last time, then disappeared into the night sky. Sangyeon got up from the table, walking over to Chanhee. "You weren't expecting this?" He chuckled, seeing the surprised look on Chanhee's face. 

"I don't know what I was expecting." Chanhee replied. Sangyeon pulled out his chair, then tucked him in once he sat down. "This is incredible, thank you."

A smile curved the corners of Sangyeon's lip, as he looked lovingly at Chanhee. "You mean the world to me, and once we're married, I'll never let you forget how much I love you." Sangyeon said, holding the angels hand in his own.

The meal was lovely, perfect food, and perfect company, Chanhee hadn't been this happy with Sangyeon in weeks. He really started to think about what his life would be like after the marriage, would they stay happy like this? Or would they just go back to fighting all the time? Chanhee was a different person, whether that be because of Younghoon, or his ever growing knowledge of the world around him, he couldn't be that person Sangyeon feel in love with. Though, he had to try, his wedding day was only getting closer, then his life would be set in stone.

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Perching on the edge of the bed, Chanhee waited for Sangyeon to get out the bathroom. He had a feeling that Sangyeon had plans for tonight, which really made Chanhee nervous. He gripped the bottom of his over-sized pink shirt, hoping that Sangyeon would just stay in the bathroom for a little bit longer. 

With the click of the lock, Sangyeon came out, dressed in grey sweats, and no shirt, his hair was still damp from being in the shower. Chanhee gulped seeing his boyfriends insanely chiseled abs, he'd seen them before, but something felt different. Sangyeon slowly walked over, not even trying to hold back the smirk on his lips. He pinned Chanhee down, with no warning, holding the boys small wrists above his head using a single hand. 

"Sangyeon-"

Chanhee was silenced by the connection of their lips. Sangyeon was never this aggressive, he must have been trying a new approach tonight. The angels moved their lips against each others, and after a little while, Chanhee allowed Sangyeon to slip his tounge inside. Sangyeon kept his dominance, as Chanhee submitted immediately, letting his boyfriend take full control. The boy explored every inch of Chanhee mouth, slipping his hand under the boys loose shirt.

Sangyeon's soft hands caressed Chanhee's waist, while he left kisses all over Chanhee's neck. It was gentle, calm, and almost basic compared to what he experienced with Younghoon. There were no shivers, no tingling sensations, no sparks, and most unfortunately no burns. Chanhee knew at this point he had gone too far, Sangyeon would never be able to satisfy him now. He felt the boys hand slip closer to his crotch, this wasn't right, he had to stop this. 

Using all his strength, Chanhee pushed Sangyeon off him, crawling backwards, to the other side of the bed. His boyfriends blank stare, gave nothing away, though he did seem somewhat shocked by the action. Neither knew what to say, they just stared for a moment.

"I-I'm sorry, I didn't want to make you uncomfortable." Sangyeon muttered. He felt guilty, like he had been selfish. He'd gone too fast, making the boy overwhelmed. "Let's just sleep tonight, okay?"

Sangyeon moved closer to the bed, but stopped his movements entirely, after seeing one thing. He flinched. Chanhee flinched, like he was scared, like he didn't want Sangyeon to be near him. He couldn't process it, had he messed up that badly? "You're not scared of me...are you?" He said, almost hesitant to find out.

"No, of course I'm not scared of you-"

"Then why did you flinch?" Sangyeon cut him off, with a rather firm tone.

He didn't intend to flinch, he just wasn't expecting Sangyeon to move. He wasn't scared of Sangyeon, he knew he'd never hurt him. "I don't know, I'm sorry." 

Sangyeon brushed his hand through his hair, thinking about what to do. Tonight was meant to be special, they were just getting along again, he wondered why something always had to go wrong. He just wanted his relationship to be strong again. "Alright then, uh, we should sleep." 

Chanhee nodded, letting Sangyeon climb into bed beside him. The boy turned away the second he got under the covers, leaving Chanhee to face his back. 

The angel knew that eventually this would turn into a huge problem. Sangyeon longed for intimacy that he couldn't provide. He didn't know how much longer he'd be able to avoid sleeping with Sangyeon, but he hoped he'd never have to. 

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I kinda feel bad for Sangyeon even tho he's annoying😕

Anyway, forget him, Bbangnyu smut next chapter😘

Hope everyone had a good day!