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The One That Got Away

Disclaimer:

You know the drill.

In this AU, Efe didn't work in Art Life.

WARNING: Abuse against women.

“Bitti” the word that hasn’t left Eda’s mind since she left Art Life.

“Bitti.”

“Bitti.”

“Bitti…”

Like a robot Eda repeatedly said that word in her head until she finally realized.

Serkan broke up with her.

He never loved her.

He used her after he got in her pants and threw her like a child would throw an used toy.

He played with her heart like it was nothing.

Eda was wrong the entire time.

Serkan Bolat truly didn’t have a heart.

Eda wandered around the streets of Istanbul, thinking about every moment she had with him.

Quite more than she would like to admit, Eda thought that something was wrong. That Serkan lied to her and hides something from her.

But her mind was there to crush any little hope that she had…

“Eda, you gave yourself to him just two nights ago, and he broke up with you. He is just like any other man” her voice of reason screamed towards her heart, and it broke her just a little bit more.

Since the high school, boys always watched but never looked at her. They often faked their interest in Eda, just to try to get into her pants.

Eda at the beginning felt special, because they gave her attention, but when she found out the real reason for it, she felt sick.

She had often spent multiple hours in front of a mirror, looking at her reflection, wondering what was wrong with her if her only quality is her body.

Same thing happened in college.

No one really approached her and said hello to get to know her.

No one never cared.

The years went by, and Eda’s hatred toward herself grew.

She hated herself so much that she didn’t care anymore, so she had sex with her boyfriend of two weeks, Cenk.

After it finally ended, Eda didn’t feel great. She just felt empty.

Everyone in college found out that she finally spread her legs by the end of the next day.

So she decided to give up on them, to not let it hurt her, to create her own little world with her aunt and her best friends.

And everything went great until the day she met Serkan.

So that’s one of the many reasons why his actions destroyed her.

She felt like a woman in his arms, just to be tossed in a trash like she was nothing.

When she finally stopped crying, Eda fixed herself in her car and entered her house, immediately feeling bad vibes in the house.

Frown appeared on her tired face, and her whole body was alarmed.

Eda entered the living room and froze.

Sitting on the sofa, the main actor of her nightmares smiled at her.