I hate you I love you-EdSer oneshots

Author's note

Hello to the best readers in the entire world...

Your comments and votes were for a long time the only joy I had in my life, and for that I will be forever grateful.

You all made me smile when the only thing I wanted is to die, so, if you ever feel sad, think about the time you made one depressed girl happy.

I wondered if I should say this, but what the hell...

I hate and despise every single thing about me and , I convinced myself that you all read and vote and comment because you feel sorry for myself and for your waisted time when you read my stories.

I have depression and anxiety for over ten years now, and it's only getting worse.

First time I tried to kill myself was when I was in fifth grade, and the third time was a couple of months ago. Clearly didn't work, lol.

I am in a phase when I am physically hurting myself more and more, and I can't keep you waiting for another chapter, when I am like this....

BTW you finally found the reason why I LOVE sad endings :')

I am taking a break from all of this, and I apologize to you for waisting your time...

I hope this is just one of the episodes, but if it is not, I truly loved every single one of you.

Thank you, thank you, thank you ♡♡♡

One more thing, can you not write( or vote) anything here, because I know your encouraging words will make me feel even more guitly.

I love you all. Truly.

With love, Nina♡

P.S. Mommy, if you see this, don't beat yourself too much. You really tried your best. I wish you had a better daughter....I love you.