"Well just call me tomorrow." Josiah said into the phone. I forced a fake yawn, while listening for the shower water. "Okay goodnight." I said lowly. "Goodnight ma." He said. As we hung up. As if it were timed the shower water cut off, and put my phone on do not disturb for the night.
I hated to do Josiah this way. Because of all my niggas, he was the one I cared the most about. But him being so far meant we could never and would never be. So I was just going to continue to do me. Coming out the bathroom he sat on the floor looking at me with a hard look.
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"Why are you looking like that?" I asked him chuckling pulling his comforter up so it was covering my chest. "Do I look like I'm playing with you?" He asked. "Landon you just got out the shower, what problem could you have right now?" I asked. "Who were you out here whispering at?" He asked me. And I frowned. "Now I know you know better than to ask me a question like that. If you knew like I knew you'd come get in this bed so we can go to sleep." I said. "What's best for me? Fallon you been in my bed every night for three days. And everytime I go to shower you in here whispering on the phone with somebody." "My brother? Im not naturally a loud person. Sorry I didn't speak loud enough so you could hear my every word." I said rolling my eyes turning over in the bed. "Your brother?" He asked getting in the bed next to me. "That's what I said." I said not even turning to face him. "I'm sorry man. It's just hard to believe that you just for me when you refuse to put a title on us. I know I just need to trust you." He said pulling me into him as we cuddled.
"Fallon." He said trying to get my attention. "What Landon?" I asked him. "I'm sorry for coming at you like that." "As you should be." "Just be my girl Fallon. Stop making things so complicated between us." "You're the one making things complicated. We are just fine Landon. Why do you want to ruin things by being in a relationship?" I asked him facing him. "I've known you for years, and I've never pressured you. But now this isn't enough for me. I want you to myself." He said looking me in the eyes. I could tell he was being genuine. And as much as it would be nice to just have ONE man, he just wasn't that man for me. I enjoyed having him on my line up, but he didn't do it for me. And I felt he was putting me in a bind right now. "You have me to yourself Landon. The only reason you want to be in a relationship is so that you can feel secure in that. But all you have to do is just believe me when I say that." I said lying through my teeth. I felt bad but he was really forcing my hand right now. He looked at me long hard. "Alright man, let's just go to bed." He said kissing my forehead. Finally releasing the breath I didn't even know I was holding I relaxed in his arms. He was the best cuddle buddy, and with my family being so far up Rylan's ass right now, I felt like getting away for a few days. This was the best place I could be. I would have stayed home but even Jon and Sevyn were inquiring about him, and I didn't want to think twice about him.
Closing my eyes, I let sleep take over.
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"You gotta go like right now." I heard. Peeling my eyes open I felt around the bed and Landon was not here. "Who is here Landon? You got a bitch back there?" I heard a female voice causing me to sit up in the bed. "Look I'll call you later." Landon said causing me to furrow my eyebrows. Looking around his room, I started to pull my clothes on. "Don't make me go back there and cut up. If it's a bitch in your room Landon, I'm going to air this bitch out." The female said again. Cocking my head to the side, I reached in my purse and pulled out my 9 mm. If it's one thing my dad, brother, and granny taught me was stay strapped. And if whoever she was thought she was going to be the only one airing it out she had another thing coming. "Amber you're acting crazy. There's nobody here." He said sounding like he was pleading while he was lying through his damn teeth. Chuckling to myself I grabbed my keys and phone heading out his bedroom door.
"Alright Landon I'm out." I said once they were in my view. "Who the fuck are you?" She asked me. "Who the fuck are you?" I asked her. "Fallon I can explain." Landon said to me. "No explanation needed. I'm good." I said attempting to walk past him but he grabbed my wrist. "Please." He pleaded. "Landon you begging this bitch to stay. What about me!? You just gone play me like this in my face?!" She screamed. "Amber you already knew what it was man. So gone on and step." He told her and she looked shocked before nodding and walking out the door.
Snatching my wrist away from him, I proceeded to the door. "Fallon don't leave like this." "Leave like what?" I asked. "Can you leave me explain first?" "If you feel you need to, please don't let me stop you Landon." "That girl is just a fling." He said. "That's good, I'm sure you could have done better but that's just my opinion. Are you finished?" "No I'm not finished." "Well can you be? Because you're wasting my time, and that is something you can't give back to me." "I'm not wasting your time Fallon, im trying to make sure we're good." "Well Landon we're not. Because all that you did last night you really could have spared me. Especially since you knew you were dealing with someone. What if I had said yeah let's be in a relationship? And woke up to a stranger bitch beating down your door. I would have been looking dumb, and that's something I could never be." "But I knew you weren't going for it, and if you had I would have dropped her. You know that." He said. "I don't know shit. What I do know is you should call her back? Cus your chances have run out with me." I said walking past him out the front door. "What's that mean?" He asked me outside. "It's means stay away from me. I'm good on you." I said getting in my car and closing the door.
It was time I started looking for a new set of niggas. The ones I had now were losing their minds.
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