Certified Lover Girl

38.

Rylan

"Yeah she's out. But she can't get in this kind of trouble again. The girl pressed charges and if they keep disappearing people will start to talk." He said into the phone.
"That's what we pay you for." I said irritated.
"And I'm doing the best I can with you, Fabe, and Rico already. But now you're adding your girlfriend to the mix. That's a lot dirt to clean up. Petty assault or not." He said.
"I'll talk to her." I said hanging up.

He was a police officer we had on our pay roll. He had called to inform me that my girlfriend had been charged over the weekend for petty assault. And now I was about to get in her ass.

Pulling up at the crib, I pulled the car into the garage. Walking into the house. She sat in the den looking beautiful as ever but beautiful or not some shit had to be addressed.

"Hey baby." She said smiling.
"Hey baby? That's what you gotta say?" I asked sitting down on the chair too.
"I mean I didn't want to start the conversation with I know you asked me to behave myself while you were gone but instead I beat your exes ass." She said sarcastically.
"Oh so it's a game to you?" I asked stroking my beard.
"Not at all." She said.
"So why are you so nonchalant about it?" I asked.
"Because the bitch hit me first." She said.
"Watch your mouth." I said pulling her into my lap. Kissing her lips, she purposely slipped her tongue in my mouth. Pulling away I looked at her.
"This shit not a game Fallon. My job is too dangerous to be worried about if you being safe or not. You understand that?" I asked her.
"Then don't do your job. Stay home with me." She said flipping her hair over her shoulder as she kissed my neck.
"If I could baby, you know I would." I said palming her ass.
"Then just do it." She said licking my neck, and kissing my ear.
"Go run us a bath. So we can have this conversation." I said and she climbed off my lap. Slapping her ass, I reached in my bag pulling out some weed. Opening a pack of Raw paper, I gutted it. Breaking down the weed, I sprinkled it in the paper, rolling it up. Grabbing the blunt I walked up the stairs to the bathroom where Fallon sat in the tub. Passing her the blunt I lit it for her stripping out of my clothes.

Climbing in across from her I looked at her. Damn I loved this girl.
"Baby do you believe me when I say I'm setting up things for our future? That I'm doing the things I do so that when the time is right we will be financially stable, and I will be able to sit at home with you instead of helping your brother run an entire drug empire." I said.
"I want to believe that but everytime I ask you about what it is you do, you act like you don't want me to know. "She said passing me the blunt.

Taking a pull I let the smoke burn my throat before releasing it.
"Cus I don't want you to know." I said honestly.
"But why? I'm your woman. I should know everything about you." She said.
"And you do. My job is not me. What I do is not me."
"So then what do you do? I know you're a sniper baby. And yeah it bothers me. But what bothers me more is when you come home from these trips and smoke yourself into oblivion. You don't talk to me, you shut down. And you pray constantly. I just want to know what you're doing that is eating away at your conscious." She said climbing on me to where she was straddling me. I know we were having a serious conversation, but I was growing hard at the way her body was glistening in the water.
Looking at her I shook my head.
"How can you say you want to build a future with me and not even let me know what our present consist of?" She asked.
"Because the person I am today and the shit I do today I won't be when it's time to start that chapter of our life." I said feeling irritated.
"But I love who you are. And I've waited nine years to be right here in this moment. What if I don't want to wait to start our lives together? What if I want to start now?" She asked easily sliding down on my dick, as she began to ride me. Groaning I put the blunt out, using my hands to guide her up and down on my dick.
"Answer me." She said in my ear as she stopped grinding.
"I kill people for a living. I get paid thousands of dollars outside of working with your brother, for every person that I kill. This house is probably paid for in a bunch of bodies. That's the person you want to marry and have kids with? Cus that's who I am right now Fallon." I said. Picking her pace back up she began to ride me like we weren't in the middle of an important conversation. Groaning I bit my lip as she threw her head back.
"Yes." She moaned. "Yes." She moaned louder. Without any hesitation I nutted shooting up inside of her.

I didn't know how fertility worked in the tub, but I assumed whether we were in the tub or in the bed me nutting in her worked all the same way.
"Why wait to start our lives once you get shit in order? Use this as a motivation to get that shit in order now." She said looking at me.
"Baby I'm trying." I said.
"Are you really? I heard y'all got a new connect. But that's my brothers business. It doesn't have to be yours."
"So what you gone use a baby as a way to get me out the game? It doesn't work like that bae. Fabe needs me right now." I said.
"And that's on you. I'm not putting my life on hold because my brother needs you. I need you too Rylan."

She said climbing off of me and out of the tub. Sitting there I felt defeated. She was putting me in a tough position. Choosing between her and the game.