To Be Depressed

Life's Like A Puzzle

I'm crying, alright!?! I'm crying and I wish I wasn't.

I'm depressed and I don't know why.

I'm in pain emotionally and physically for no freaking reason.

I need someone to talk to but I can't actually talk because I don't know what I'm supposed to say.

I want a hug but there's nobody here.

I want you.

You're my friend, I should be able to text you when I need you.

Is it your fault I can't? Yes.

Is it mine? Yes.

Is it's horrible? My god, yes!

Is there anything I can do? ...no...

Can you just somehow realize I need you without me actually saying anything and call me?

Let me just sit and listen to you talk or breathe or anything, I don't care! Just don't leave me alone.

My wrists itch with the ache to cut.

My stomach churns with the urge to throw up.

My mind screams and it won't shut up.

You're asleep in bed, completely unaware.

What am unfair, lonely world this is.

Life's like a puzzle, but with so many pieces you can never solve it...