S for Simple
I wish things were simple. I wish I was simple. Simple, being ordinary and plain. Those are normal traits of everyone around me.
If I was simple minded, I wouldn't need to worry about anything. I would be able to take them at fave value without it spiraling downwards, becoming more and more complex in my mind.
Maybe then life would actually enjoyable, I would be able to continue on without any trouble.
No worries for the future. No worries at all.
There's a lot of things that I want to change about me. That I wish was different. Perhaps if I was simple minded, I wouldn't have to dwell on this.
A simple minded person always have some sort of a plan in mind. I don't. If they like something, they want it. If they don't like something, they voice it.
For me, it's so hard. In politics, no one is in the right or wrong yet people would bicker over their personal options and beliefs. I wish things were so easy so I can pick a side, a choice, a belief without thinking about the other party.
I don't want to worry about anything. No one else seems to be worry for their lives. No one seems to be out of place.
Al but me.

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