I am?

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I for Insecure

I have been staying up late lately. I don't know why but I feel like I'm going back to my old self from long ago.

Good thing, bad thing?

Sigh. Guess that doesn't matter:

Whenever I have nothing to do. I think. When I think. I think about everything bad. I think about death.

Still scared. Check.
I wish I was immortal actually. I hear negative things about immortality though.

But it sounds good. Unless you're struck as a super old granny that age but doesn't die.

Now that sucks.

I still need to balance my sleeping patterns. It's irregular now :/ How great.