N for Negligible
I'm so scared.
Do I have to wake up tomorrow?
I don't really want to. I don't want to interact with anybody. I don't want to be seen.
I don't want to do anything.
I'm scared of things that already happened yet my mind goes back as if that's in the present and it feels like it is.
It's too hard to be a normal human. Why is it so scary? Am I just forcing myself to do things and think things? If I am then if I stop forcing myself then I won't be able to function.I really don't want to be here.

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