I am?

U

U for Unequal

I have this nagging feeling of not actually being here. I feel as if I'm not thinking, just doing things automatically.

Do people go through life like this? What do they feel when they go on about their daily lives?

I feel as if I'm alone in this own little world of mine. As if I was separated by an unseen wall. Sometimes I wonder if people are actually real.

Playing hames as a distraction works but once I stop, the feeling just amplifies. It's a constant loop of that now.

I just want to feel normal.