I am?

C

C for Cursed

I feel everyone generally dislike me or feel bad for me. Sure we might talk and laugh and they say I'm cool and all—isn't that just all pity? They can say anything positive about that person but aren't they just trying to cheer the other party up?

If there was someone gloomy and by theirselves, the normal reaction is to ignore them. I would ignore myself as well, who would want to deal with that?

Perhaps they feel bad and deicided to chat with them. In the end it was out of pity.

I understand that's why I just play along.

I would dislike the person bringing the mood down as well. I would feel bad for them for being by themselves too.

Combined with the gloomyness and other negative attributes, I feel as if I was the cursed object in the room and everyone want to get away or pretend it's not there. If they do interact—they get affected of course.

Perhaps I inflinct some sort of bad luck that would happen later on.

Or I afflict them with some negativity?

Who knows?

Shouldn't I try and exorcise myself? It'll be impossible to do, this "curse" has been here for practically a century. It feels almost normal.